We can't be perfect everyday, right?
Despite the fact that the past two months have been both a success and joy for me... I'm disappointed in myself today!
I realize that no matter how hard we try, we are going to have "off" days or moments where our spirits are down...
...and I know that focusing on the negative energy is much easier than forcing myself to seek out the positive.
What I keep trying to remind myself is that; although it's difficult to release the bad energy and just let go... When I have done so in the past, I experience almost an instant turn in fortune!
...so I'm not sure why I can't talk myself into giving up on the nasty ch'i and smile today...
I guess I just have to chalk it up to old habits...
I thought that writing about the issue would help me find some clarity, but all it has done is make me more upset that I can't even put a stream of thoughts down on blog, without judging the importance of what I'm saying or how poorly it's written.
I'm being a crazy freak right now! I just need to relax, take a deep breath, smile and let it go!
Okay, I'm letting it go in 3, 2, 1.... It's gone! ...it's not really gone, but I'm going to pretend it is!
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