Irrational!

I know I'm acting like a three year old...
I know it's completely self-centered...
I know I'm irrational...
I know that there are starving children not getting adopted by Angelina Jolie somewhere...
I know it's Mother's Day, and it's not about me anymore...
I know ALL of that!

And still I'm incredibly pissed and in such a bad mood today!
I know that it's ninety percent because of the fact that my birthday weekend is coming to an end...
I'm being such a brat! I'm behaving like a selfish shit! ...and I can't stop!
Add to that my HATRED of AT&T, and that all day I have been unable to call my mom or grandmas' because their service SUCKS!!!
And now I'm ready to force myself to go to bed!

goodnight. Tomorrow is a new day!