Can We Talk? I Think So!

Jeff and I are so excited today.

We're going to be on a TV talk show promoting our new Outrageously Fabulous parody TV talk show!

Talk about a lot to talk about...

Stand by- Photos from the set to follow soon!

Of course I'll share clips of the segment when that airs too! 

Rain, Rain Go awa...aaaait A Minute! We Need You!

I seriously question people who live in Los Angeles and say, "I love the rain."

My initial response is always, "Then why did you move to LA?"

If you "LOVE" the rain, wouldn't Seattle or somewhere in Florida be more appealing?

The truth of the matter is that it really doesn't rain often in Los Angeles.

When it does, it only lasts for about three days. 

(Occasionally we'll get a two week downpour.) 

But that only happens once every three years. (My unscientific guess.)

So when you hear rain in the forecast, most people brush it off. 

Especially when just the day before the skies were blue, the sun was out and you were chillin' at the beach enjoying the 80 degree weather! (See yesterdays post.)

Nevertheless- it happens.  You wake up to the harsh sound of droplets pounding at your windows.  For an instance you think you're on the back lot at Universal, and you're stuck on their "rain" soundstage. 

Alas, it is in fact rain!

Naturally I'm in an instant bad mood. UHG! I hate the grey skies, wet EVERYTHING and worst of all the LA drivers in the rain...

But then I remember how much we NEED the rain.  Not to mention how beautiful the city looks once the rain lifts and we're left with a smogless skyline. Plus, we NEED the rain.

So rather than wish it away, I'm going to smile and say thank you...

Oh look, the sun's out!

Thank God! 

RecoNEcT Working! Week 4

I'm happy to report that my hand has finally stopped cramping!

This week I sent Thank You notes to two of my friends that hosted me while I was working a gig in Las Vegas.

I also sent a surprise note to my old friend and colleague in New York!

She's a writer, so I decided to include a "quote" for inspiration.

I think this project has been more exciting for me than the recipients of the notes... 

January and It Feels Like July!

When it's sunny in LA, get out and play!

The beach is always the perfect option,

Blue skies and 80 degrees in January?!

God I love the West Coast. 

Thank You Mr. President

A country still divided,

Hopefully not for long.

No leader has ever had the blessings of all-

Their ability to soar in spite of that is what makes history.

"Our journey is not complete until our gay brothers & sisters are treated like anyone else under the law..." - President Barack Obama

Amen. 

Life of A Grape Day 5

Alas-

The expiration date is near.

If you don't enjoy the fruit while it's fresh,

It just turns into a shriveled mess-

And so I say good bye to Fruit of the Loom,

It was a fun gig,

But it's time to return to the life of microfiber! 

Life of A Grape Day 4

I’ve been photographed,

Pinched,

Laughed at,

and hit on…

I’ve been in this costume so long,

I’m turning into a RASIN!

Life of A Grape Day 3

I'm a grown man getting paid to dress up like a giant green grape-
The people stare and laugh,
"How degrading!" they whisper while they pose next to me for a photo op...
Yes, almost as despicable as you trying to feel me up in a grape costume!

Life of A Grape Day 2

Squeezed and teased,
On our feet the whole day-
Smiling for flashbulbs,
Laughing at the same terrible jokes;
They think they're being original.
Just take the picture and get on with your day!
I'm already over my life as a grape!

Life of A Grape Day 1

Up extra early,
Fresh off the vine-
Arrive at the venue,
Ready to make wine.
Producer not here yet-
"Be there in an hour."
I guess the life of a Grape is exactly like the life of an Actor;
You're squeezed & juiced in every direction.
No wonder we're both sour!

It's Official!

I never thought the day would come-

Make no mistake, my love is, and always has been;

Unconditional and eternal.

It was my approach that shifted;

I grew. Evolved. Blossomed. 

I became fearless in a new way.

I awoke to the truth.

Life is short-

Celebrate the goodness and honor what you have.

Deep, passionate, inspired and full of gratitude!

Yesterday we made it official-

But it was, and always will be my greatest accomplishment. 

RecoNEcT Working. Week 3!

On the heels of the Golden Globes-

I was inspired to write my manager of eight years.

"Thank you" wouldn't even begin to express the gratitude I have for her. 

So I sent a simple note with a quote that let's her know I'm always appreciative.

I also sent a note to a wonderful friend from yoga-

She shared a basket of lemons that brought a zesty smile to my face...

and a ton of flavor to my vodka!

A Golden Time... Bring on Award Season!

Stars align on a red carpet,

Flashbulbs, camera crews and hosts on E!

Silver and Rust collide for this award show;

Honoring excellence in networking...

I mean talent in the industry.

Celebrities packed in an overcrowded hotel ballroom,

Most getting too drunk- 

Anything could happen with that combination!

The Golden Globes are my favorite to watch,

But when it comes time to win...

I want OSCAR gold! 

Lemons into Vodka Lemonade!

When a good friend gives you fresh lemons...
Instagram them,
And then make Vodka Lemonade!
Life's short, enjoy the fruits that surround you!

Silence That Dog.

The dog outside has barked nonstop since 7 AM this morning-

It sounds like a big dog.

I imagine a German Shepard,

Trapped inside a 1,400 square-foot condo in the Hollywood Hills.

The constant rasp of his tired voice echoes through the canyon.

Is it possible to sympathize with an animal and want to silence it all at once?

It's owner is the real animal.

Who leaves their dog locked up all day long?

Why can't they be like everyone else in LA,

And carry it with them in their purse?

OSCAR® Nominations...

My phone rang at 5 AM this morning-

I answered with great anticipation.

It was my manager reminding me that I did NOT get nominated for an OSCAR® again this year…

Apparently online parodies aren’t even considered!

RecoNEcT Working! Week 2!

This week I decided to reach out to a close friend & an editor who featured our company A Group Production in Instinct Magazine!

I hope they’re surprised when they open up a hand written note!

Because my hand is already sore from writing them!

Rage!

It starts off slow,
Simmering.
Listening to the untruths-
No use trying to defend yourself,
You're just proving their point.
The heat builds in my stomach,
Quickly rising past the heart.
When it reaches your throat it's too late!
My mouth opens in anger.
The rage has got the best of me...
Again.
Right after yoga too.
People that want to get a reaction usually get what they want.
Forgive yourself and try harder next time.

Six Word Essay on Contracts

Fine print is small on purpose!

Fearless

A young boy full of ambition and fearlessness-

Ready to conquer my childhood dreams,

I would move mountains if I had to.

Relentless, driven and full of charisma,

Opportunities arise!

Sixteen years, life takes its toll, and idealism fades,

Daily struggle is for the young?!

No!

Every dream is worth fighting for.

Remember that boy who lived inside?

He's still there full of passion.

Underneath life's lessons and doubt remains the fire-

Reignite it, 

Fearless into the unknown. 

Silver Dreams

It's already a gorgeous day in Los Angeles.

I sit overlooking the silver shimmer that reflects off of the vast city-

Stretching all the way out to the peninsula where I grew up.

As my eyes scan the land of dreams,

My own childhood desires come speeding back!

I left this city once in pursuit of new discoveries-

Only to return home to finally accept,

I belong here.

My heart yearns for the sun-drenched streets lined with palm trees-

Where stars are more visible in the daylight.

Like an overexposed 80's song,

I love LA!

Shameless!

Reading about how “shame” effects an artist-

As children we are shamed by people who are afraid of exposing a truth.

Artist’s uncover truth and shed light on uncomfortable subject matter, 

and this is often why some of the greatest works of art receive the most criticism.

Interesting, I’ve been “shamed” a lot in life.

Somehow I’ve managed to ignore it, and blissfully continue creating.

I’m not afraid to be laughed at, if it means I get to do what I love.

I am shameless!

(Right at this moment of discovery while reading the chapter in The Artist’s Way)

I look out from the balcony off my living room and see a 15 story Showtime billboard advertising, ”Shameless.”

Wow! God has an awesome sense of humor! …and sends a clear sign!

ReconNEcT Working!

A new year, a new project.

Like many people, at the start of a new year, I like to set a few goals and resolutions.

Over the past four years, my commitment has included adding one creative project that I would do for the entire year.

It began as a way to stay focused on creativity and positive energy throughout the year. 

(Not just in January!)

For example, this blog.  The goal three years ago was to write a daily entry for a year to ignite my artistic flame.  It worked so well, that here I sit three years later!

This year my objective is to send one (1) handwritten note, letter or card to a friend, family member or colleague every week for a year!

We have become a society overwhelmed with email, Facebook, Twitter and texting.  Our online habits are killing human communication skills.  People stand at parties texting other people at the same party! It's nuts. 

I decided that a wonderful way to show someone you're thinking of them, would be to take the time and energy to hand-write a note and spend the money on a stamp... 

My hope is that it will bring a smile to the person on the receiving end!  In addition, it will encourage me to continue building my networking skills!  I'm calling the project:  ReconNEcT Working!

After all, everything in this world is about networking.

This week, I ReconNEcT Worked with a friend from high school.  Mike Rose and I both went to the Orange County High School of the Arts, and have continued on a similar journey.  

He has a hugely popular web series and is a wonderful performer. 

So Mike, expect a letter from me... It should get there in three to five days!

Back To YoGOD My Body Hurts!

Back to yoga after 10 days off.
Sweat covered mat,
Legs quivering,
Belly rolls,
Twisting sideways-
AHHH!
Tweaked my back...
This is good for me right?!
I'm in pain.

Perfect Taking Risks...

Nothing kills a dream faster than our need to be perfect.
Life is not perfect-
Some would argue (myself included) that the things we appreciate most in life are born from the imperfections.
We will never meet our true potential until we take that leap.
It's a huge risk.
We risk the judgment of others if we fail.
They might say, "I told you so."
They might say we were terrible.
They may even laugh at us-
But there's always the chance that they just might be blown away!
I'd rather look back and say, "Well, I tried that and it didn't work out." vs. "I didn't try that because I didn't want to fail."
I think that would be an epic failure in living a full life.
So here's to a year of "perfecting" my ability to take big risks!

Out With The Old...

…in with the healthier, more resolved me!

Isn’t it funny how we wait until the start of a new year to decide to do something good for
ourselves?

Naturally I fall victim to the idea that change can only happen in cycles;

I make lists, set goals and strive to be that better person.

Yesterday I sat down with my journal and wrote out all of the things I want to
accomplish in 2013. 

(I’ve been doing this every year for well over ten years, and I’m always focused on setting
goals that are very ambitious.)

Generally I achieve some version of most of them too!

Yet there’s still one goal I write down every year, and work toward it every year, and still
some way or another it alludes me.

So my number one goal, dream, resolution… whatever you want to call it, is to release 
every expectation I have for what the year, month, day or even minute “should” bring,
and stay active and present while “it’s” happening!”
Starting now.

Rather than reedit this blog post (like I do) to make sure it’s perfect, I’m off to join my
family and watch a movie!

Happy New Year.

May all your goals manifest exactly as they’re supposed to.


Reflecting

Another year comes to an end.
Three hundred and sixty five days--
365 opportunities to grow.
Some goals achieved,
Others are still a work in progress.
(Like life I guess.)
Dreams are sparked where we didn't imagine.
New doors open,
While other accomplishments seem less important.
Surprise victories!
Mild setbacks.
The beauty of life is in those moments you weren't planning for!
New friendships blossom, as some relationships drift apart.
Looking back with gratitude.
No regrets.
Now it's time to focus on new adventures.
Plan, set goals, make resolutions, dream big.
But remember we're only "promised" the present.
So don't forget to live NOW!
Happy New Year.

Artist's Who Can Do Both!

For over sixteen years, I have made a living out of harnessing the passion that lives inside.

Determined to manifest my childhood dream into a career has not always been easy. In fact, some would say it's been downright brutal.

Nevertheless, my passion, (fading) idealistic ideas and the need to release my creative energy has continued to motivate me forward--

On my journey, I've encountered soaring highs and devastating lows.

I've toured Europe. Performed on The Great White Way.  I've even been spotted on a few popular TV shows and movies.  

As grateful as I am for those moments, they are just that. Small bursts of success that have inspired me with just enough incentive to continue "living the dream."

Which by the way, I am NOT dismissing.  I am so thankful for every ounce of opportunity I've experienced along the way.

I've also been fortunate not to hold down a "real" job.  That is to say, I've never temped or worked a true nine to five job.

I have however supplemented my income by teaching.  I started teaching dance while I was still being taught.  (If you're a dancer, you'll understand this.)

As I continued to grow as an artist, my ability to teach and choreograph flourished.  However, I would not say that I was passionate about teaching.

Teaching was a means to an end.  I could do it well, and make enough money to "get by" while still pursuing my art.

As I continued to get older, my distaste for teaching grew stronger.  Sure, I found flickers of inspiration from talented students, and I always make the best of every situation, but I was really starting to resent teaching.

I often wondered, "When will it be my turn to have my dream career, and not HAVE to teach anymore?"  Plus, I was never able to mute that terrible saying that echoed through my head:

"Those who can do. Those who can't teach."

It's awful!

Naturally, I've fought that voice on a weekly base for the past sixteen years, because teaching really does provide the perfect job solution.

It wasn't until this morning while rereading The Artists Way by Julia Cameron, that my entire outlook on teaching changed. In the new Introduction, Julia offers her own insight on teaching, "I was 'called' to teach and I answered that call somewhat grudgingly. What about my art? I wondered. I had not yet learned that we do tend to practice what we preach, that in unblocking others I would unblock myself, and that, like all artists, I would thrive more easily with some companionship, with kindred souls making kindred leaps of faith."

A spark snapped in my mind.  Yes. It makes perfect sense, I am the most creative and productive when I'm teaching a class!  I'm happier. More inspired, and though I often complain on my way to the class, once I arrive, the students encourage me. 

So thank you Julia Cameron for enlightening my point of view.  I am a better artists, because I teach!

Which fuels me to respond to those who discount teachers with a quote of my own-

"Those who CAN do "it" well enough to teach others, do both!"

Family Dinner

When you grow up in a large (mostly Italian) family, dinner is more like a party...
Imagine an Olive Garden commercial with superior food and a crucifix on every wall.
Loud and energetic.
Glasses full of wine.
The odor of garlic permeating every room.
Hands flailing everywhere.
Lot's of cousins fighting.
Men in sharp slacks with Fruit of the Loom white 'V' neck T-shirts talking about their new lawnmower.
A bunch of women (and the flamboyant nephews) gathered around the kitchen sink gossiping.
To this day, dinner isn't special unless I'm surrounded by a scene from any Hollywood mob movie cliché.
That's why I'm so excited for tonights gathering on my partners side of the family.  It's the first time I've cooked for the whole family at once, and I want it to be just as delicious and chaotic as I remember growing up.  I spent the majority of my day yesterday preparing an Italian feast complete with antipasto and of course meatballs!
Mangia! Mangia!

The Artist's Way...

I was "lucky" to discover my passion at a very early age.

I knew exactly how I wanted to spend my time and live my life.

I was disciplined, focused and inspired to live the artist's way.

I ignored any doubt that I received from teachers, family and naysayers.

As I continued through life as an adult, I succeeded at accomplishing my goals.

I was living my dream.

But how long will it last?

It's a question I never asked myself as a kid.

It's a question you should NEVER ask if you're still enjoying your passion.

Nevertheless, it's an inevitable evil that arises as you get older and idealism turns into "You'reNotGettingAnyYoungerism..."

The temptation of doubt will destroy creativity.

The point I'm trying to drive home is that no matter how old or young and regardless of our financial situation, we only get one chance at manifesting the life we were born to live.

I'm rereading The Artist's Way, and I'm reminded that we are all given the opportunity to pursue our passion.

It doesn't take money or the approval of anyone else to set aside an hour a day to be creative. 

It only takes faith and self encouragement.

The only person that can give you the life that you want-

Is you.

I'm dedicated to giving myself the opportunity to shine in 2013!

Random Observation: Vacation

I start off stressed.

On about day two I begin to relax and enjoy the much needed break.

By day five, I begin to get antsy-

On day six, it's full blown OCD!

My mind hates to shut down.

Another Road Trip...

Another awesome adventure!
I find that road trips with family are always more fun with some inspiring music...
Here's a quick little slice of our 4 hour detour on the way to the ice rink!
Despite our morning set back,
We ended up having a wonderful day, and played Clue well into the evening!
I love vacation.

Christmas Morning!

Christmas Day is always more enjoyable through the eyes of a child...
Merry Christmas!

Christmas Eve Stress

Twas the day before Christmas and all through the house,
Not a creature was smiling...
Not even a mouse!

I woke up early this morning and sat with my partner and mother-in-law drinking coffee, eating almond crescents and sharing fun stories.  We opened presents, exchanged laughter and then began discussing plans for the rest of the day.

[Enter Stress]

I've discovered that no matter where you decide to spend the holiday, it becomes tough to escape the stress of the season.  Perhaps because it's the end of the year?
Emotions are high. Money is tight. Everyone is revisiting the goals and dreams that they intended to accomplish throughout the year.
Intentions are always in the right place.  It's the perfect time for family, extended family and friends to gather in celebration.  Rejoicing in the birth of Jesus.
We forget that each family brings their set of expectations, ideas and holiday traditions.  We lose sight of what's really important...
FOOD?
No!
PRESENTS?
No.
FAITH?
Oh, right.
Faith, of course in the Savior we all gather for in the first place.
But what about faith in each other?  Maybe if we all just had a little more faith in the people we choose to spend our precious time with, we would be able to share our patience too!

I will miss spending Christmas with my family in Colorado. Despite our arguments, setbacks and spats, we find time to laugh and love too!
This year I'm so grateful I have my family in California to step in and fill the void...
(The Good. The Bad. And the Stressful!)
It's Christmas, and I'm blessed to have so many people willing to fight for my attention!

Another Christmas Road Trip...

I admit, I didn't think I'd agree to another road trip for a long time after last years epic journey to Colorado.
I'm not sure if it was the 22 hours driving through a blizzard, the car overheating, or the puppies getting sick...
Perhaps it was a combination of everything?
It was literally the Perfect Storm!
Nevertheless, I sit in the passenger side of our practical, recession proof economy car writing this blog on our way to San Francisco for Christmas!
I guess I'm a sucker for a car trip?!
It reminds me of my childhood:
Fighting with my sister. Stopping at every crappy gas station for junk food. Visiting the "Worlds Most Uninteresting _______"
If there's a bag of beef jerky and an Arizona Iced Tea, I'm in!
Look out Grapevine...
Here we come!

Random Observation: Christmastime in LA

The streets are bare-
The bars are dead,
There's no one in sight!
LA is empty.
I wish it was always this quite!

Have No Fear!

The world is still here.
I guess the Mayan calendar was wrong...
Or maybe the scribe in charge, got tired of etching the stone?
Either way, 12/21/12 is here...
and so are we!
I guess it's yet another reason to celebrate.
I haven't seen this much hype since Y2K!

A Real Day OFF...

No emails,

No Tweets,

No errands,

No phone calls returned,

No office work,

No writing,

No production,

And NO Facebook.

Today I'm taking a real day off!

Bye.

When Technology Fails...

Take a deep breath,
and walk away.
There's no use bashing your brand new lap top just because Safari won't open!
It's too expensive to replace.
Plus, I don't need the stress!
I don't want to have a heart-attack before I'm 40.

The Closer Christmas Gets...

The bigger by tummy grows!
I think it's called the Santa Claus Effect.
It's what happens when you're faced with a huge buffet of
food and libations at EVERY holiday party you attend...
And the response from the host when I say, "I really shouldn't, I'm trying not to over-do-it!" is "It's the holidays!"
Yep, it's the holidays alright.  I know because my scale reminds me every morning!
Happy Holidays!

When Good TV Shows Die...

I'm so upset!
The Voice went to the dark side.
And it started off so strong.
I guess the TV audience has spoken.
Another one bites the dust.

The Day After Hanukkah...

Two parities,
One night,
A lot of brisket,
A lot of wine,
A lot of friends having a wonderful time!
Happy Hanukkah

A Love Poem for Bug

At first sight, I knew-

You were the man I'd spend my life with.

Poised, confident and movie star handsome.

A brilliant sense of humor, 

Wit and charm.

Your passion radiates in everything you do.

Your love and loyalty is unparalleled.

It was love at first sight, that's true.

And with every passing day, my adoration grows deeper.

You inspire me in every way possible.
No goal can compete with the love I have for you.

No dream I've ever dreamed can compare to the past ten years with you.
Happy Anniversary.

Six Word Essay On Holiday Parties

Eat less. Drink Less. Be Merry!

Never Fear...

The holiday stress is here!
No matter how hard you plan,
or how calm you strive to remain...
The joy of the season is ALWAYS a pain!
I will not give in
to the scrooge in me.
I'm going to drink, eat and be MERRY!

Abby's Ultimate Dance Moms Parody

No matter how busy the month of December can be, we couldn't let the year end without one last parody!  And with her BIG success... who better to spoof than the Ultimate Diva Maniac herself...

I'm please to share A Group Productions latest parody, Abby's Ultimate Dance Moms Parody:

Christmas Is Coming...

...And Mattie's getting FAT!
It's that time of year,
When I eat too much food.
Everywhere I look,
Something sweet.
And this gut of mine-
It has crossed the line!
Even with the yoga...
I need to step away from the sugar cookies, fudge and as painful as it is to admit, I think I might need to drink one less Gingerbread latte a week!

Gratitude

It's such a simple word.
Gratitude:
The feeling or attitude in acknowledgment of a benefit that one has received or will receive.
Thank you Wikipedia!
Wonderful opportunities and blessing come to me on a regular basis, yet I forget to give gratitude.
I get so caught up in the focused, relentless pursuit of working toward the things that I WANT, that I forget to take notice of the gifts I receive.
Yesterday, Jeff and I were able to spend our "day off" working and creating together.
I was so excited that we were able to wake up, enjoy each others company over brunch, spend time with our puppies and then get to work producing another parody.
There were so many other projects, tasks and jobs that we NEEDED to get accomplished, but Jeff and I were willing to put everything else aside, and focus our attention on one another!
We found balance- and I am grateful!

Production Day!

We've been so busy developing a TV show and our first feature film at A Group Production the past two months that we've had very little time to shoot a parody...

Never fear! Today we found the time!

I'm excited to share a picture from our latest parody:

Abby's Ultimate Dance Moms Parody!

Parody coming soon...

What Matters in LIFE...

I was on Facebook this afternoon (doing my usually social media "check-in") and I came across this wonderful  reminder on a friends "wall." I have to reblog it:

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full.. The students responded with a unanimous ‘yes.’
The professor then produced two Beers from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand.The students laughed..
‘Now,’ said the professor as the laughter subsided, ‘I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things—-your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions—-and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.. The sand is everything else—-the small stuff.
‘If you put the sand into the jar first,’ he continued, ‘there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Spend time with your children. Spend time with your parents. Visit with grandparents. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and mow the lawn.
Take care of the golf balls first—-the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the Beer represented. The professor smiled and said, ‘I’m glad you asked.’ The Beer just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there’s always room for a couple of Beers with a friend.

How great is that story?!
I have no idea if it's true or not-
But that doesn't really matter does it?
The message is clear-
LIVE a full life with family and friends!
...and save some room for beer!!!

Happy Friday!

Yoga-
Coffee with a friend.
Interview with an artistic director to choreograph an original show in LA...
Today is going to be an awesome day!

Marriage Equality In Mexico

When I think of Mexico, I think of;
cheap vacations,
getting drunk by a pool,
laying in the sun,
buying random handmade ___Fill in the Blank___,
drinking delicious margaritas,
dancing in the discotheques,
waking up in a strange hotel room with a girl named Bonita...
But I guess that's just the side of Mexico most Americans expect to see...
So today, when I woke up to read that Mexico's Supreme Court  unanimously ruled that a law to ban same-sex marriage is unconstitutional, I was shocked and inspired.
The court noted that assigning marriage to one man and one woman "violates the principle of equality."
I find it so encouraging that countries around the world view same-sex marriage as an matter of equality, not religion.
There's hope for America yet!

Outlook Is Everything

I can wake up in a shitty mood-
and I have several options;
A. Go back to bed-
With this option, I allow myself the opportunity to sleep it off.  The pro is I don't have to deal with my feelings or issues, the problem is I'll most likely wake up in a shitty mood again the next day.
B. I can allow my shitty mood to affect the entire day.
C. I can accept the emotions I'm feeling and begin to address each issue that may be contributing to the overall feeling.  Then, I can slowly remind myself of all of the awesome energy, love and opportunities I have.  Finally, I can release each fear as I begin taking action to overcome each setback.
I think I'm going with option C. today!
It's not always easy, but it sure feels better than walking around in shit!

Sun

The sun came back in LA today-

Our week of rain is gone.

We needed the water,

but not the gloom.

People here aren't used to grey, cloudy days.

We need light, bright positive energy!

I guess that's because most of us spend our days fighting the dark forces of Hollywood.

We NEED Mother Nature on our side!

Remember...

When one door closes-
Another one opens.
Or so it's been said.
I can't deny it.  During the course of my life, I've experienced hundreds of opportunities where I least expected them.  I don't want to sound negative-
I'm just so ready for a door to open, and stay opened!
I never would have guessed that I'd thirty-four years old and in the process of selling a television show.
In fact, I never really saw beyond the idea that I would be famous.
Yet, here I am... Not famous, but grateful that people enjoy the work that Jeff and I create.
As grateful as I am for that, I'm really hoping, praying and keeping everything crossed-- that our big gamble pays off soon!
I'm too invested to give up, plus I'm too tired to start from scratch!
When God closes one door, He opens a window...
Unfortunately the window may be across a very large room, filled with trap doors and evil villains!

Post PJ Party Hangover!

Nothing rings in the Christmas spirit like a house full of cheerful friends eating and drinking!

It was a wonderful night.

Old friends from New York meet friends in LA.

Too much food and just the right amount of Holiday Punch!

I'm ready for the December joy!

Party Prep...

Wake up;
Clean.
Bake.
Cook.
Run errands.
Get caught in the terrible rainy LA traffic.
Rage in the car.
Rush home.
Light candles.
Turn on festive holiday music.
Shower.
Put on my PJ's
Guest arrive...
Party!

Hard To Say Goodbye...

Airports have always marked bittersweet moments in my life-
I hate saying goodbye. Especially to my family.
I remind myself to be grateful that I got to say hello, but that doesn't really ease the blow.
Nevertheless, today marks the day that my mom and her husband return home.
It's also my last day at the Yoga center I practice at. The company sold and I'm unsure they'll reopen-
So it's a double whammy!
Obviously saying farewell to mom is much more difficult, but not being able to find my Zen moment to get through it isn't enjoyable either!
Oh well, life goes on...
I look forward to seeing my mom again as soon as I can, and I love yoga, so I imagine I'll find my way!
The picture is of mom, Steve, Jeff and me at breakfast before the airport drop-off.

The Art of Release

Wake up-
Pit in stomach,
Roll over. Look out window and see a rainy, depressing, grey LA...
Realize you have two options;
Give into the pit and have a shitty day (while your family is in town visiting)
or
Release the ball of nervous, fear and pretend the rain is snow and you're in a beautiful cabin in Aspen.
Obviously I'm choosing option three:
Deep breath in, yoga, Starbucks and a shot of delusional optimistic hope.
I'm going to enjoy the time I have today with my mom.
If you're not living in the moment, you're dying in the moment!

OCD!

Can't stop the urge to obsess!
Trying to enjoy a week with my family-
Why do I stress unimportant issues?!
Release!

Zen Moment...

The pure energy and light you feel at the end of a beautiful yoga practice...
Priceless.
It's like my body, mind and soul found heaven on earth!

A Visit From Mom and Steve...

Calls for Drinks at Marix!
I'm so happy they're in town for the week-
I can tell we're gonna have fun...

Headache!

Woke up to pain in the brain-
Chugged three cups of coffee followed by an Advil chaser.
Closed my eyes to meditate the tension away...
So far, no luck!
Hoping that this hot tub is going to do the trick-
If not, I'm going back to bed.

Dinner With Kids

Eating dinner with children is always an adventure.

I always forget how loud it gets-

How much energy it takes,

The glares from others.

The dangers of silverware within reach.

The need for;

Spill proof glasses,

Ordering food early,

Having games, iPhones, magic tricks etc... etc... etc... To entertain!

The ability to eat your food cold, because you have to take them to the restroom...

...again.

The joy that overcomes you when they pass out in the booth and you can enjoy dessert.

Dinner with kids is an experiment in patience.

Black Friday Victim!

Guilty...
But hey, at least we're stimulating the economy!

Thanksgiving

I have a lot to be thankful for this year-

Aside from my health, family and friends, I'm so grateful for the wonderful opportunities that continue to manifest when I'm least suspecting.

But what I was most thankful for was this moment in the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade earlier today!

I'm sure this will bring me years of laughter.

(P.S. I'm not an evil monster, I just enjoy a good laugh when people fall but don't give up the good fight!) 

Family Dinner!

I love family dinner-
Much different than when I was growing up...
We no longer have the luxury of gathering around the table every night.
Everyone lives so far apart.
But when we come together, it's always a joyous time.
Last night my aunt Susie and uncle Don visited Los Angeles with their friends-
I was grateful that we got to meet up with them for dinner before they return home.
It was the perfect Thanksgiving warm-up!
I wish we could gather more often, but happy to celebrate when we can.

Release

I find that stress disappears when I stop worrying.
I get a lot more accomplished when I'm not overwhelmed-
So perhaps I should release, relax and remember...
I have a wonderful life.

Celebrity Love on Twitter

I love when a celebrity that you've poked fun at in a parody, responds with a positive reaction!  It's thrilling to know that they can laugh at themselves and the outlandish situations they get into during the course of their "reality."

Here's a nice Tweet from Kyle Richards (who I play in our parody of The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills!)

Don't Sleep...

What do you do when you've finished a long day of rehearsal and you have a 4 AM airport call time?
You go to a midnight showing of Twilight Breaking Dawn Part II... Naturally!
It sounded like a great idea. However, making your way through security at an International airport is a lot easier with sleep!
Once again I am reminded that wild adventures (like midnight movies with popcorn and soda) should be left to the experts!
i.e. Teenagers and insomniacs!

Six Word Essay on Working with Dancers

I earn a living inspiring artists.

The End Of An Era!

Death of the Twinkie!
Hostess Inc. - The company that has served America's elementary schoolchildren, Stoners and fatties deliciously artificial sweet snacks for generations, filed Chapter 11 bankruptcy.
Apparently we learn several things;
First, health experts were wrong. These snacks would not survive a nuclear fallout, since they can't even endure a factory strike.
Two, perhaps Unions aren't as effective as they once were.
Three, a losing paying job is better than no job at all. (18,000 people will be jobless.)
Finally, our children's children will never understand the magic of ripping into that plastic wrap to enjoy a FULLY hydrogenated after school treat!
Never fear, obesity will find a way!

Big Day

The work is done-
The foundation is poured.
Now it's in the hands of others.
Trust in my faith that everything manifests as it is supposed to.
Release control and mediate with positive energy.
Today might be the moment my life takes on a new adventure.
I'm surrounded by blessings and brilliant history;
I hope that today is the game changer!

The Christmas Spirit!

I know, I know-
Every year America gets bombarded with Christmas Cheer earlier and earlier!
This year, I actually saw a Christmas commercial BEFORE Halloween...
I guess when you live in a world consumed with Free Enterprise, we're going to be forced into excessive tactics around the holidays.
Like I always say... If you can't beat them, join in on the Merry!
While I hold dear the true meaning of Christmas, and celebrate Jesus, I enjoy the beautiful holiday spirit that is impossible to ignore.
So we decorated our house to welcome the season!

List Obsessed

It's 8 AM and I've already crossed four things off my "To Do" list today!
Granted, writing in my journal, shaving and eating breakfast really don't belong on a list to begin with.
I have a serious addiction. It just feels so wonderful to see things getting crossed off!
It's probably good that I go to yoga every morning...
Not just for my body and health,
But for my mind and spirit too!
I can workout while meditating.
And I actually forget about the list.
Okay- now I've finished my Blog entry for the day... So I can cross that off and get to yoga!

Focus

Remember that you are only as productive as your focus allows you to be.
Clear mind and open heart welcomes new opportunities to imagine.
I am surrounded by creative energy-
Release the challenges and welcome the possibilities!

A Drive Through The Canyon...

Strong breeze whips past,
Sunshine beaming through the deeply rooted trees,
The smell of a morning fire lingers in the crisp, clear air.
Beautiful houses that complement the mountain side...
I love driving through the canyons in the Hollywood Hills.

Still On Cloud Nine...

Delighted at the reaction.
Smile from ear to ear.
Every small victory is a leap in the right direction.
Live in this moment and trust that the future is bright.

Home Run... BRAVO!

I Love A Good Quote!

When life is challenging, frustrating or overwhelming,

I always draw inspiration from people that have been through a similar experience.

I love quotes, because they're simple one persons outlook on a situation that stirred up 

enough emotion to release their fear into a creative expression.

Today I'm in need of a reminder...

"We must be willing to get rid of the life we've planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us."

-Joseph Campbell

Ten years ago I thought I fully understood that sentence. However, today I accept it on a new level!

Aftermath.

The election is over.
Yet the anger and fear continues to grow.
A country divided.
But I have faith that the blind will see.
We're all in search for acceptance and Equality.

Election Day!

I'm so grateful that I'm blessed to live in a country where our voice is heard and everyone is free to vote their heart.
Even if the guy they're voting for is wrong!
I'll still LOVE my friends across the aisle... As much as their candidates loves gay people.
...just kidding.
My love is unconditional!
Now go VOTE!

Tomorrow's The Day

The nation is anxious.
Each of us faces an incredible decision--
Do I vote for Equality?
Or
Do I vote for a man who believes that he will one day have his own planet with many spirit wives?
Is this a trick question?

The Climb

I feel like I've been holding out a Base Camp long enough.
I'm ready for the climb!
I know the trail will be rocky,
But the view from the summit will be worth the work.

Melissa and Marc's Wedding Adventure

After 14 years,
The time has come!
They tied the knot,
And we had FUN!
A lot if laughter,
PLENTY of tears...
The dream was fulfilled after MANY years!

Inspiration

I've noticed that during my darkest hours, just as I begin to really lose hope and faith-
A flicker of light appears.
The most wonderful flicker of inspiration illuminates my soul and reminds me that I am blessed.
I wake up every day, living the life that I've dreamed about since I was a child.
I'm on an adventure and there is no ride that doesn't have a few free falls before another awesome climb!

November... Election Time! ...Thank God!

November is here!
Tis the season...
To get out and vote,
I can't wait until this election is over.
I'm sick of defending my choice for Equality-
Listening to people talk about the economy.
Interesting, the economy didn't seem to bother them when Bush was running the country.
Oh yes, because they were all caught up in going to war!
To protect our OIL... I mean Freedom.
Four more days.
Then on to more enjoyable Fall festivities.

Happy Halloween!

Kids get candy,
Adult drink booze,
Halloween costumes,
Goblins and ghouls.
The time for tricks comes once a year-
Treat yourself to a night of fear!
Happy Halloween!

East Coast Under Water

Winds are strong,
Flooding the entire East Coast-
Six million people without power.
Images on the news are shocking,
It looks like a war zone along the New Jersey shore.
Thankfully, very few causalities.
Sandy proves to be a devastating storm.
Another reminder of Mother Natures power.
I'm sending love, prayers & warm wishes to all my friends and family in the East Coast.

Puppy Break

Jeff and I take the puppies to the park for some playtime!

Wake Up!

Get up lazy!
The sun is out,
The sky is blue,
Sunday's here,
And so are you!
Live.

Missing Gramps!

I can't believe another year has passed.
Has it really been three years?
I miss your laugh, your strength and wisdom.
I miss your catchphrases-
Most of all I miss your hugs.
I miss you grandpa-
But your spirit lives on!

1st Down and Goal

We're so close-
The end zone is steps away.
The work is complete,
The strategy clear.
Now we just have to run full force the last five yards!
Victory is near.

Puppy Cuddle!

Sometimes a good morning puppy cuddle is all you need to get the day started off on the right paw!

My Problems Are Small...

Life can be overwhelming.
Little situations can feel like huge disasters-
But the truth is, these problems are nothing when you take a deep breath, step back and realize just how small we are...

Trust

Gloom and doom is no way to wake.

Today's possibilities are endless!

Releasing the negative energy will allow room for positive action.

Stay focused on the things you can accomplish,

Set aside the problems that seem overwhelming,

And trust that everything will fall into place like it has EVERY time before.

It's cheesy, but true.

Faith always shines through.

Playing The Odds...

Please let it work out in our favor!

Brewery Art Walk LA!

Who says there's no culture in LA?!
This weekend Jeff and I took a trip to downtown Los Angeles to explore the hip, cool vibe of the Brewery Art Walk.
As a Southern California resident for more than half my life... I never knew this place existed. Thanks to a dear friend and artist, Amy Mullin, we were invited to explore a vibrant and passionate scene!
We worked our way through hundreds of lofts and studios, each with a unique approach and design ascetic that matches the artists' who live and create there.
For anyone that appreciates the dedication and creativity of an artist, this should be a mandatory stop on your visit to LA!
Here's a little taste of the monkey business that Amy and Kam have created with photography by Kevin Scanlon.  Click here for more details!

One other artist that really caught my eye was Ryan McIntosh.  I'm a huge fan of pop culture and Ryan proved to have a fun new spin on an old point of view, capturing the current trend of Reality Celebrities...

Among others, he took Tweet's and trash from Kim Kardashian and somehow made it art.

It was an awesome and inspiring day of art in LA!

Rainy Fall Day

Skies are grey,
Misty droplets floating down.
The air has a chill.
The smell of a fire burning.
It's the perfect day to sip hot chocolate
and read a book!
Or, a trip to the Pumpkin Patch sounds fun too...

Splurge...

Because sometimes you just need to shake things up!

Note To Self...

When you're in a bad mood, try not to drive around LA.
It will just piss you off even more!

Unbelievable!

Sitting in a holding room for 3 hours-
This is really a callback?!
Director, "It's not about talent..."
Yes. We've heard that before....
If you're looking for a "very specific type" don't you think you should line us up first?!
No?
You want us all to stay for five hours even though you know we're wrong for the job?
Unbelievable.
I call that a power hungry asshole!

Body Aching!

Stretch and twist,
Balance and breath,
I thought yoga was supposed to keep you
young?!
But today, I feel like I'm eighty years old!
My body is aching!
No rest for the trim and healthy...

One Step Closer...

Today was a good day...

Daily Reminder Number: I Can't Even Remember...

In order to achieve ANY goal I have to implement these three things;

Hard work,

Faith,

Patience.

It doesn't hurt to enjoy the process and live in the moment either~

Stay focused on following my passion and actively enjoying the adventure.

The end goal will be achieved when the perfect opportunity comes along,

So be ready if for it but don't sit around waiting,

Get out there and live!

Saturday Yoga on a Rooftop!

One of the many beautiful things about Los Angeles is the weather...

Take a gorgeous day and combine that with the obvious need to stay healthy and hot in LA and you get Rooftop Yoga!

If you have to workout (and if you live in LA then it is MANDATORY) at least there are distractions~

Like a great view of hot bodies, hills and the ocean!

A Night With The Puppies!

Sometimes you just need a Friday night home with the puppies!

A Healthy Point of View

I was reminded again this week that even in our most overwhelming situations, positive energy creates fresh opportunities.
I've been fortunate (thanks to Groupon) this month to have the privilege to take yoga every day-
Starting every morning with a mind, body and spiritual practice has helped me release the fear and doubt that is lurking behind every corner in life.
It's so easy to get caught up in the negativity that surrounds us.
It takes great effort to choose to be happy and productive.
Especially in Los Angeles!
What I remembered in Yoga is that we manifest energy. We can either focus on sending positive energy into the world or we can contribute to the negative.
I've always been sure of God, and I trust that I have a purpose-
But like all humans, I forget to trust.
In myself. In the Universe. In Gods plan.
Thankfully I've rediscovered a healthy point of view.
I'll enjoy it as long as I remember to.

Every Day Is A Blessing!

I woke up today and my first thought was:
Yes! I'm alive!
(Then)
Oh shit- I'm alive...
Funny.
Every day is a gift.
Even the stressful, overwhelming ones!

Lets Play!

I love the theatre.
Sets, lights, props and actors on an adventure.
Tonight I was invited to see the world premiere of a new play, "Build" at The Geffen Playhouse-
I left feeling inspired and ready to PLAY!

Note To Self...

With gas prices reaching almost five dollars a gallon (again...) it's best to convince yourself to stay at home and play cards!

I Hate The iPad

I know I'm in a small minority-
But I really hate the iPad!
It's like a giant iPhone that can't make phone calls.
The worst is when you're trying to type something and your hand accidentally swipes the wrong button and all of your hard work is gone!
This is the third attempt at my blog entry today,
And thanks to the iPad I'm OVER it!
I'm not going to let it ruin my day though...
I just know not to use the iPad EVER again!
(Unless of course I'm traveling and want to watch a movie!)

I Love A Fall Sunset in LA!

Breathtaking!

Friday Night Break.

Hustle, Hustle, Hustle!
Non-stop work-
Creative energy flowing,
Mind always engaged.
Time to take a moment,
Balance is key.
Friday night is here!
Release and don't feel guilty~

Dream Oriented?!

We're born with a unique gift-

The dream ignites the passion to pursue it.

But a dream without a plan is just a dream.

Setting goals that align with our passion will result in dreams coming true!

Note To Self:

When you eat before yoga-
And try to stay in a headstand for 5 minutes...
The eggs will most likely come back to haunt you!

Cater or Sell a Kidney?

The options are running thin-

This is not an easy path.

Producing quality content that people enjoy watching takes more than passion.

It takes a lot of money!!!

The constant battle to create and still make ends meet.

No matter how long you've been in the business,

days like this SUCK!

Still-

I'd rather be broke and hustling,

Than working sixty hours a week at a miserable, soul sucking job!

Either way I'm going to die one day...

At least I'm having fun on my adventure.

(MOST of the time.)

And look at the bright side, if you can't afford to eat-

Think of how skinny and awesome I'll look on camera!

Ugh, the life of an artist.

SO unglamorous.

I'm ready for my sixteen year investment to pay out!

Otherwise-

I'm selling this kidney.

I don't think I'm using it anyway.

Remember...

It's easy to be grateful and happy when everything in your life is balanced and calm.
But it's more important to be calm and balanced when everything in your life is not.

Public Laughter Is Contagious

My favorite part of a weekend getaway to Palm Springs isn't the nightlife, although the gay disco tech we explored last night was mostly entertaining, in a flashback to "This Is Your Life" circa 1983 sort of way.
My real bliss comes from laying by the pool all day long with a magical book-
This weekend my book of choice is Chelsea Handler's "Chelsea Chelsea Bang Bang."
I CANNOT get enough.
I've always enjoyed Chelsea's irreverent and borderline hateful humor at the expensive of others- but this book is cocktails above her late night talk show chatter.
The book is intelligent, sharp and loaded with dynamite! I am very seriously, laughing out loud.
The best part, I'm doing so surrounded by innocent pool goers, who are doing their best to hide the fact that they're all laughing at me laughing out loud at a book.
I feel like the fat girl at prom- the one who's dancing with the hot boy and all the other kids are laughing out of insane jealousy!
The book is that delicious!
In fact, the mother of two unruly beasts of children came over just to tell me how entertaining my reactions are!
Now that's a golden pool moment!

I'm Growing Tired of...

Uncomfortable situations.
But that's life-
It's always an adventure.

I resent...

That my daily food intake consists of nuts and other bland foods that tastes like "health."
But I do love feeling skinny and healthy!

Feel The Energy Feel The Burn!

If you have to work out-
(And unfortunately I do if I want to stay thin and healthy.)
Yoga is a wonderful option!
A group of like minded people gathered in a focused conscious effort to practice meditation and active stretching.
The energy is overwhelming...
So is the burn!
My mind, body and soul are happy!

Thanks For Moon River!

One of my first big musical theatre jobs was performing with Andy Williams.
Andy was a class act. Cool, confident and one of the most talented performers I've ever met.
Andy passed away today-
He was 84.
He will be missed!
RIP Andy and thanks for Moon River!

Grey Skies Are Going To Clear Up...

It's not very often that the skies are grey in LA-

On days like today, where the marine layer hovers

and the sky is grey-

It's very easy to succumb to a state of depression...

After all we're used to sunshine and happiness in LA.

Even if it is fake!

But never fear, the truly remarkable part of living in this

town is that nothing lasts forever.

Including this groggy Fall day!

So cuddle up with a book and pretend you're at a cabin!

And tomorrow when the sun comes back, you can rejoice 

by hiking Runyon Canyon before your Zen Yoga, Triple Soy 

Latte and power lunch!

Beach Day

Because I
Enjoy
A
Chill day off
Hanging with friends.

Long Day On The Set

Today was a long day!
As most days while shooting are...
But the highlight of my day was the super pimped out hot tub and green screen.
What children's music video is complete without one?!

And Now... An Intervention!

It's not easy to be the (alleged) alcoholic mother of a washed up celebrity...
Just ask Dina Lohan!
Here is A Group Production's latest parody.
Enjoy: Dr. Phil's Interview with Dina Lohan

If You Find Time To Worry About Money...

Then you can find time to get out there and make some!

Practice Zen Thoughts

Breath in through the nose-
Eyes closed.
Peace in the mind,
Love in the heart.
Release negativity.
Practice stillness.
Be comfortable in silence.
Give your soul a hug.
The journey of life starts fresh today!

Note To Self

Let go of the fear. It's not making the situation any better.

Throw In The Towel

Fighting for someone who doesn't want to fight for them-self is exhausting!
So I'm returning the energy to myself.
I can't encourage someone who doesn't want to succeed.

High School All Over Again?!?

Woke up this morning, and there it was...
Stuck between two eyes, centered on nose!
A zit as big as Mt. Everest.
I'm thirty-four years old and I'm still breaking out?!
God I hate puberty.
On the plus side...
Maybe someone will think I'm fifteen!?
Or just a dude with a big pimple.

Sunday Slam Dunk!

Yoga.
Movie.
Fall wardrobe shopping.
Production meeting.
Dinner.
The return of Boardwalk Empire!
It was a perfect Sunday.

Note To Self

After a full week of Yoga-
You deserve the spaghetti bolognese!

YO' Ga...

I'm on a Yoga kick (again)...

Yes it feels good for the mind, body and soul-

Opening my mind.

Getting back in shape.

Attention to my feelings, actions and positive energy!

Don't Worry Be Happy!

I remember the song well...
I used to hear the phrase a lot growing up!  I was a natural worrier.
I've finally accepted the simple fact that being Happy takes effort.
"Happiness" is a concentrated choice to release the;
fear, self-doubt, insecurity, preconceived ideas, hate and negative energy.
Life is truly more enjoyable when I make the choice to
release negative thinking (including what others think or expect of me.)
I don't think it's delusional-
I think it's necessary to thrive in a positive environment!

Back In Action

Creative juices flowing-
Fingers stroking keys;
Ideas just keep rolling.
My mind is back at ease!

Manifest Good

Short tempers.

Soft egos.

Sensitive emotions.

The past week has been especially rough for most of the people I know-

Myself included.

It's almost as if there's something in the air that's keeping everyone on edge.

And today will be especially hard for most Americans as we remember 

fallen heros, lost loved ones, and a shift in how we live as Americans.

I think most of us are struggling to keep faith in something or someone...

Perhaps if we go out of our way to help someone in an unexpected way-

We can manifest a more positive outlook on tomorrow.

Fresh Start!

New day.
New week.
Fresh outlook-
Renewed hope.
Life is short...
LIVE it up!

Are You Ready For Some Football?!

No!
But I do love football season-
Primarily because I love football parties.
Watching straight men get excited to see grown men in tight uniforms
tackling each other fighting for a ball!
Plus there's a lot of delicious food...
Happy Sunday!

Life's A Beach...

When you're suffering from a long work week and you feel like throwing in the towel...
Grab your sunscreen, jump into your swimsuit and toss the towel around your neck!
It's time for a beach retreat!
Sun, sand, surf and sexy people in no clothes everywhere!
It's the perfect way to release the shitty week!

You Know You're Italian...

When you commit to cooking a homemade spaghetti dinner for twenty-five people to serve at your dear friends birthday party!
Mama Mia!!! What did I get myself into?

Gentle Reminder...

Life is much easier if you want less and appreciate more.

Articulate. Communicate. ...ah Fuck It!

No matter how hard I attempt to articulate my;
needs, expectations, concerns, feelings, emotions, questions, etc. etc. etc...
Not every conversation ends with a smile.
It's inevitable in life that there will be moments where even the
most innocent misunderstanding turns into an all out WAR!
I hate getting involved in a heated debate, argument or yelling match with anyone-
Especially somebody I love.
Nevertheless, it's impossible to avoid altercations all together.
Not every battle can be fought and won in the moment.
Like my grandma always says, "Time heals all wounds."
Usually that is the case...
I'm having a tough time moving past my disappointment today!
I suppose not every day can be full of joy.
In those moments, I'm really FORCING myself to learn how
to walk away and say Fuck It!
Tomorrow I'll attempt to communicate without the needless defense.

Goodbye Summer. Hello Fall.

It's official.
Fall is here and Summer is gone.
So throw on a few layers and grab your Starbucks Pumpkin Spice Latté-
It's time to things done.
The week after Labor Day is always a rude awaking for me.  It's a short week to begin, and in those four days there is so much to get accomplished.
The challenge for me is to refocus on the goals that I set at the beginning of the year...
The way I see it, a September reboot is a must.
Kids return to school. We get a new Fall TV line up. Monday Night Football returns.
So naturally, I want a  fresh outlook on my 2012 goals!
Mainly, I want to accomplish them.
So with four full months ahead, it's time to kick it into high gear.
I had some fun in the sun this summer-
But now it's time to get back to WORK!!!

An Inspirational Video for Dancers!

Tracie Stanfield has been one of my closest friends and colleagues for over a decade.

Tracie was one of the first people I met when I moved to New York City-

We had an instant connection.

While building our friendship, I worked with Tracie in many capacities;

I danced in her company, taught class for her at Broadway Dance Center, worked as a rehearsal director for her company Synthesis Dance Project and every summer I teach in her summer intensive in NYC.

Beyond that, Tracie is my loyal and loving friend.

Talented, brilliant and full of passion...

Her work as a choreographer, dancer and educator is brilliant.

This video was shot by Russian Filmmaker Olga Pnkratova.

Sunday Ritual

Faith.
Coffee.
Beach.
BBQ.

The Difference in a Decade...

When you're twenty-something...
You start getting ready around 11:45 PM.
You drink too much, hop from club to house party to after-party
and roll into a Diner at 5 AM.
When you're thirty-something...
You get home by 11:45 PM.
You drink a bottle of water, hop from the couch to the bed and
roll into a Starbucks at 7 AM.
Age Changes Things!