Reflecting

Another year comes to an end.
Three hundred and sixty five days--
365 opportunities to grow.
Some goals achieved,
Others are still a work in progress.
(Like life I guess.)
Dreams are sparked where we didn't imagine.
New doors open,
While other accomplishments seem less important.
Surprise victories!
Mild setbacks.
The beauty of life is in those moments you weren't planning for!
New friendships blossom, as some relationships drift apart.
Looking back with gratitude.
No regrets.
Now it's time to focus on new adventures.
Plan, set goals, make resolutions, dream big.
But remember we're only "promised" the present.
So don't forget to live NOW!
Happy New Year.

Artist's Who Can Do Both!

For over sixteen years, I have made a living out of harnessing the passion that lives inside.

Determined to manifest my childhood dream into a career has not always been easy. In fact, some would say it's been downright brutal.

Nevertheless, my passion, (fading) idealistic ideas and the need to release my creative energy has continued to motivate me forward--

On my journey, I've encountered soaring highs and devastating lows.

I've toured Europe. Performed on The Great White Way.  I've even been spotted on a few popular TV shows and movies.  

As grateful as I am for those moments, they are just that. Small bursts of success that have inspired me with just enough incentive to continue "living the dream."

Which by the way, I am NOT dismissing.  I am so thankful for every ounce of opportunity I've experienced along the way.

I've also been fortunate not to hold down a "real" job.  That is to say, I've never temped or worked a true nine to five job.

I have however supplemented my income by teaching.  I started teaching dance while I was still being taught.  (If you're a dancer, you'll understand this.)

As I continued to grow as an artist, my ability to teach and choreograph flourished.  However, I would not say that I was passionate about teaching.

Teaching was a means to an end.  I could do it well, and make enough money to "get by" while still pursuing my art.

As I continued to get older, my distaste for teaching grew stronger.  Sure, I found flickers of inspiration from talented students, and I always make the best of every situation, but I was really starting to resent teaching.

I often wondered, "When will it be my turn to have my dream career, and not HAVE to teach anymore?"  Plus, I was never able to mute that terrible saying that echoed through my head:

"Those who can do. Those who can't teach."

It's awful!

Naturally, I've fought that voice on a weekly base for the past sixteen years, because teaching really does provide the perfect job solution.

It wasn't until this morning while rereading The Artists Way by Julia Cameron, that my entire outlook on teaching changed. In the new Introduction, Julia offers her own insight on teaching, "I was 'called' to teach and I answered that call somewhat grudgingly. What about my art? I wondered. I had not yet learned that we do tend to practice what we preach, that in unblocking others I would unblock myself, and that, like all artists, I would thrive more easily with some companionship, with kindred souls making kindred leaps of faith."

A spark snapped in my mind.  Yes. It makes perfect sense, I am the most creative and productive when I'm teaching a class!  I'm happier. More inspired, and though I often complain on my way to the class, once I arrive, the students encourage me. 

So thank you Julia Cameron for enlightening my point of view.  I am a better artists, because I teach!

Which fuels me to respond to those who discount teachers with a quote of my own-

"Those who CAN do "it" well enough to teach others, do both!"

Family Dinner

When you grow up in a large (mostly Italian) family, dinner is more like a party...
Imagine an Olive Garden commercial with superior food and a crucifix on every wall.
Loud and energetic.
Glasses full of wine.
The odor of garlic permeating every room.
Hands flailing everywhere.
Lot's of cousins fighting.
Men in sharp slacks with Fruit of the Loom white 'V' neck T-shirts talking about their new lawnmower.
A bunch of women (and the flamboyant nephews) gathered around the kitchen sink gossiping.
To this day, dinner isn't special unless I'm surrounded by a scene from any Hollywood mob movie cliché.
That's why I'm so excited for tonights gathering on my partners side of the family.  It's the first time I've cooked for the whole family at once, and I want it to be just as delicious and chaotic as I remember growing up.  I spent the majority of my day yesterday preparing an Italian feast complete with antipasto and of course meatballs!
Mangia! Mangia!

The Artist's Way...

I was "lucky" to discover my passion at a very early age.

I knew exactly how I wanted to spend my time and live my life.

I was disciplined, focused and inspired to live the artist's way.

I ignored any doubt that I received from teachers, family and naysayers.

As I continued through life as an adult, I succeeded at accomplishing my goals.

I was living my dream.

But how long will it last?

It's a question I never asked myself as a kid.

It's a question you should NEVER ask if you're still enjoying your passion.

Nevertheless, it's an inevitable evil that arises as you get older and idealism turns into "You'reNotGettingAnyYoungerism..."

The temptation of doubt will destroy creativity.

The point I'm trying to drive home is that no matter how old or young and regardless of our financial situation, we only get one chance at manifesting the life we were born to live.

I'm rereading The Artist's Way, and I'm reminded that we are all given the opportunity to pursue our passion.

It doesn't take money or the approval of anyone else to set aside an hour a day to be creative. 

It only takes faith and self encouragement.

The only person that can give you the life that you want-

Is you.

I'm dedicated to giving myself the opportunity to shine in 2013!

Random Observation: Vacation

I start off stressed.

On about day two I begin to relax and enjoy the much needed break.

By day five, I begin to get antsy-

On day six, it's full blown OCD!

My mind hates to shut down.

Another Road Trip...

Another awesome adventure!
I find that road trips with family are always more fun with some inspiring music...
Here's a quick little slice of our 4 hour detour on the way to the ice rink!
Despite our morning set back,
We ended up having a wonderful day, and played Clue well into the evening!
I love vacation.

Christmas Morning!

Christmas Day is always more enjoyable through the eyes of a child...
Merry Christmas!

Christmas Eve Stress

Twas the day before Christmas and all through the house,
Not a creature was smiling...
Not even a mouse!

I woke up early this morning and sat with my partner and mother-in-law drinking coffee, eating almond crescents and sharing fun stories.  We opened presents, exchanged laughter and then began discussing plans for the rest of the day.

[Enter Stress]

I've discovered that no matter where you decide to spend the holiday, it becomes tough to escape the stress of the season.  Perhaps because it's the end of the year?
Emotions are high. Money is tight. Everyone is revisiting the goals and dreams that they intended to accomplish throughout the year.
Intentions are always in the right place.  It's the perfect time for family, extended family and friends to gather in celebration.  Rejoicing in the birth of Jesus.
We forget that each family brings their set of expectations, ideas and holiday traditions.  We lose sight of what's really important...
FOOD?
No!
PRESENTS?
No.
FAITH?
Oh, right.
Faith, of course in the Savior we all gather for in the first place.
But what about faith in each other?  Maybe if we all just had a little more faith in the people we choose to spend our precious time with, we would be able to share our patience too!

I will miss spending Christmas with my family in Colorado. Despite our arguments, setbacks and spats, we find time to laugh and love too!
This year I'm so grateful I have my family in California to step in and fill the void...
(The Good. The Bad. And the Stressful!)
It's Christmas, and I'm blessed to have so many people willing to fight for my attention!

Another Christmas Road Trip...

I admit, I didn't think I'd agree to another road trip for a long time after last years epic journey to Colorado.
I'm not sure if it was the 22 hours driving through a blizzard, the car overheating, or the puppies getting sick...
Perhaps it was a combination of everything?
It was literally the Perfect Storm!
Nevertheless, I sit in the passenger side of our practical, recession proof economy car writing this blog on our way to San Francisco for Christmas!
I guess I'm a sucker for a car trip?!
It reminds me of my childhood:
Fighting with my sister. Stopping at every crappy gas station for junk food. Visiting the "Worlds Most Uninteresting _______"
If there's a bag of beef jerky and an Arizona Iced Tea, I'm in!
Look out Grapevine...
Here we come!

Random Observation: Christmastime in LA

The streets are bare-
The bars are dead,
There's no one in sight!
LA is empty.
I wish it was always this quite!

Have No Fear!

The world is still here.
I guess the Mayan calendar was wrong...
Or maybe the scribe in charge, got tired of etching the stone?
Either way, 12/21/12 is here...
and so are we!
I guess it's yet another reason to celebrate.
I haven't seen this much hype since Y2K!

A Real Day OFF...

No emails,

No Tweets,

No errands,

No phone calls returned,

No office work,

No writing,

No production,

And NO Facebook.

Today I'm taking a real day off!

Bye.

When Technology Fails...

Take a deep breath,
and walk away.
There's no use bashing your brand new lap top just because Safari won't open!
It's too expensive to replace.
Plus, I don't need the stress!
I don't want to have a heart-attack before I'm 40.

The Closer Christmas Gets...

The bigger by tummy grows!
I think it's called the Santa Claus Effect.
It's what happens when you're faced with a huge buffet of
food and libations at EVERY holiday party you attend...
And the response from the host when I say, "I really shouldn't, I'm trying not to over-do-it!" is "It's the holidays!"
Yep, it's the holidays alright.  I know because my scale reminds me every morning!
Happy Holidays!

When Good TV Shows Die...

I'm so upset!
The Voice went to the dark side.
And it started off so strong.
I guess the TV audience has spoken.
Another one bites the dust.

The Day After Hanukkah...

Two parities,
One night,
A lot of brisket,
A lot of wine,
A lot of friends having a wonderful time!
Happy Hanukkah

A Love Poem for Bug

At first sight, I knew-

You were the man I'd spend my life with.

Poised, confident and movie star handsome.

A brilliant sense of humor, 

Wit and charm.

Your passion radiates in everything you do.

Your love and loyalty is unparalleled.

It was love at first sight, that's true.

And with every passing day, my adoration grows deeper.

You inspire me in every way possible.
No goal can compete with the love I have for you.

No dream I've ever dreamed can compare to the past ten years with you.
Happy Anniversary.

Six Word Essay On Holiday Parties

Eat less. Drink Less. Be Merry!

Never Fear...

The holiday stress is here!
No matter how hard you plan,
or how calm you strive to remain...
The joy of the season is ALWAYS a pain!
I will not give in
to the scrooge in me.
I'm going to drink, eat and be MERRY!

Abby's Ultimate Dance Moms Parody

No matter how busy the month of December can be, we couldn't let the year end without one last parody!  And with her BIG success... who better to spoof than the Ultimate Diva Maniac herself...

I'm please to share A Group Productions latest parody, Abby's Ultimate Dance Moms Parody:

Christmas Is Coming...

...And Mattie's getting FAT!
It's that time of year,
When I eat too much food.
Everywhere I look,
Something sweet.
And this gut of mine-
It has crossed the line!
Even with the yoga...
I need to step away from the sugar cookies, fudge and as painful as it is to admit, I think I might need to drink one less Gingerbread latte a week!

Gratitude

It's such a simple word.
Gratitude:
The feeling or attitude in acknowledgment of a benefit that one has received or will receive.
Thank you Wikipedia!
Wonderful opportunities and blessing come to me on a regular basis, yet I forget to give gratitude.
I get so caught up in the focused, relentless pursuit of working toward the things that I WANT, that I forget to take notice of the gifts I receive.
Yesterday, Jeff and I were able to spend our "day off" working and creating together.
I was so excited that we were able to wake up, enjoy each others company over brunch, spend time with our puppies and then get to work producing another parody.
There were so many other projects, tasks and jobs that we NEEDED to get accomplished, but Jeff and I were willing to put everything else aside, and focus our attention on one another!
We found balance- and I am grateful!

Production Day!

We've been so busy developing a TV show and our first feature film at A Group Production the past two months that we've had very little time to shoot a parody...

Never fear! Today we found the time!

I'm excited to share a picture from our latest parody:

Abby's Ultimate Dance Moms Parody!

Parody coming soon...

What Matters in LIFE...

I was on Facebook this afternoon (doing my usually social media "check-in") and I came across this wonderful  reminder on a friends "wall." I have to reblog it:

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full.. The students responded with a unanimous ‘yes.’
The professor then produced two Beers from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand.The students laughed..
‘Now,’ said the professor as the laughter subsided, ‘I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things—-your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions—-and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.. The sand is everything else—-the small stuff.
‘If you put the sand into the jar first,’ he continued, ‘there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Spend time with your children. Spend time with your parents. Visit with grandparents. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and mow the lawn.
Take care of the golf balls first—-the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the Beer represented. The professor smiled and said, ‘I’m glad you asked.’ The Beer just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there’s always room for a couple of Beers with a friend.

How great is that story?!
I have no idea if it's true or not-
But that doesn't really matter does it?
The message is clear-
LIVE a full life with family and friends!
...and save some room for beer!!!

Happy Friday!

Yoga-
Coffee with a friend.
Interview with an artistic director to choreograph an original show in LA...
Today is going to be an awesome day!

Marriage Equality In Mexico

When I think of Mexico, I think of;
cheap vacations,
getting drunk by a pool,
laying in the sun,
buying random handmade ___Fill in the Blank___,
drinking delicious margaritas,
dancing in the discotheques,
waking up in a strange hotel room with a girl named Bonita...
But I guess that's just the side of Mexico most Americans expect to see...
So today, when I woke up to read that Mexico's Supreme Court  unanimously ruled that a law to ban same-sex marriage is unconstitutional, I was shocked and inspired.
The court noted that assigning marriage to one man and one woman "violates the principle of equality."
I find it so encouraging that countries around the world view same-sex marriage as an matter of equality, not religion.
There's hope for America yet!

Outlook Is Everything

I can wake up in a shitty mood-
and I have several options;
A. Go back to bed-
With this option, I allow myself the opportunity to sleep it off.  The pro is I don't have to deal with my feelings or issues, the problem is I'll most likely wake up in a shitty mood again the next day.
B. I can allow my shitty mood to affect the entire day.
C. I can accept the emotions I'm feeling and begin to address each issue that may be contributing to the overall feeling.  Then, I can slowly remind myself of all of the awesome energy, love and opportunities I have.  Finally, I can release each fear as I begin taking action to overcome each setback.
I think I'm going with option C. today!
It's not always easy, but it sure feels better than walking around in shit!

Sun

The sun came back in LA today-

Our week of rain is gone.

We needed the water,

but not the gloom.

People here aren't used to grey, cloudy days.

We need light, bright positive energy!

I guess that's because most of us spend our days fighting the dark forces of Hollywood.

We NEED Mother Nature on our side!

Remember...

When one door closes-
Another one opens.
Or so it's been said.
I can't deny it.  During the course of my life, I've experienced hundreds of opportunities where I least expected them.  I don't want to sound negative-
I'm just so ready for a door to open, and stay opened!
I never would have guessed that I'd thirty-four years old and in the process of selling a television show.
In fact, I never really saw beyond the idea that I would be famous.
Yet, here I am... Not famous, but grateful that people enjoy the work that Jeff and I create.
As grateful as I am for that, I'm really hoping, praying and keeping everything crossed-- that our big gamble pays off soon!
I'm too invested to give up, plus I'm too tired to start from scratch!
When God closes one door, He opens a window...
Unfortunately the window may be across a very large room, filled with trap doors and evil villains!

Post PJ Party Hangover!

Nothing rings in the Christmas spirit like a house full of cheerful friends eating and drinking!

It was a wonderful night.

Old friends from New York meet friends in LA.

Too much food and just the right amount of Holiday Punch!

I'm ready for the December joy!

Party Prep...

Wake up;
Clean.
Bake.
Cook.
Run errands.
Get caught in the terrible rainy LA traffic.
Rage in the car.
Rush home.
Light candles.
Turn on festive holiday music.
Shower.
Put on my PJ's
Guest arrive...
Party!

Hard To Say Goodbye...

Airports have always marked bittersweet moments in my life-
I hate saying goodbye. Especially to my family.
I remind myself to be grateful that I got to say hello, but that doesn't really ease the blow.
Nevertheless, today marks the day that my mom and her husband return home.
It's also my last day at the Yoga center I practice at. The company sold and I'm unsure they'll reopen-
So it's a double whammy!
Obviously saying farewell to mom is much more difficult, but not being able to find my Zen moment to get through it isn't enjoyable either!
Oh well, life goes on...
I look forward to seeing my mom again as soon as I can, and I love yoga, so I imagine I'll find my way!
The picture is of mom, Steve, Jeff and me at breakfast before the airport drop-off.

The Art of Release

Wake up-
Pit in stomach,
Roll over. Look out window and see a rainy, depressing, grey LA...
Realize you have two options;
Give into the pit and have a shitty day (while your family is in town visiting)
or
Release the ball of nervous, fear and pretend the rain is snow and you're in a beautiful cabin in Aspen.
Obviously I'm choosing option three:
Deep breath in, yoga, Starbucks and a shot of delusional optimistic hope.
I'm going to enjoy the time I have today with my mom.
If you're not living in the moment, you're dying in the moment!

OCD!

Can't stop the urge to obsess!
Trying to enjoy a week with my family-
Why do I stress unimportant issues?!
Release!

Zen Moment...

The pure energy and light you feel at the end of a beautiful yoga practice...
Priceless.
It's like my body, mind and soul found heaven on earth!

A Visit From Mom and Steve...

Calls for Drinks at Marix!
I'm so happy they're in town for the week-
I can tell we're gonna have fun...

Headache!

Woke up to pain in the brain-
Chugged three cups of coffee followed by an Advil chaser.
Closed my eyes to meditate the tension away...
So far, no luck!
Hoping that this hot tub is going to do the trick-
If not, I'm going back to bed.

Dinner With Kids

Eating dinner with children is always an adventure.

I always forget how loud it gets-

How much energy it takes,

The glares from others.

The dangers of silverware within reach.

The need for;

Spill proof glasses,

Ordering food early,

Having games, iPhones, magic tricks etc... etc... etc... To entertain!

The ability to eat your food cold, because you have to take them to the restroom...

...again.

The joy that overcomes you when they pass out in the booth and you can enjoy dessert.

Dinner with kids is an experiment in patience.

Black Friday Victim!

Guilty...
But hey, at least we're stimulating the economy!

Thanksgiving

I have a lot to be thankful for this year-

Aside from my health, family and friends, I'm so grateful for the wonderful opportunities that continue to manifest when I'm least suspecting.

But what I was most thankful for was this moment in the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade earlier today!

I'm sure this will bring me years of laughter.

(P.S. I'm not an evil monster, I just enjoy a good laugh when people fall but don't give up the good fight!) 

Family Dinner!

I love family dinner-
Much different than when I was growing up...
We no longer have the luxury of gathering around the table every night.
Everyone lives so far apart.
But when we come together, it's always a joyous time.
Last night my aunt Susie and uncle Don visited Los Angeles with their friends-
I was grateful that we got to meet up with them for dinner before they return home.
It was the perfect Thanksgiving warm-up!
I wish we could gather more often, but happy to celebrate when we can.

Release

I find that stress disappears when I stop worrying.
I get a lot more accomplished when I'm not overwhelmed-
So perhaps I should release, relax and remember...
I have a wonderful life.

Celebrity Love on Twitter

I love when a celebrity that you've poked fun at in a parody, responds with a positive reaction!  It's thrilling to know that they can laugh at themselves and the outlandish situations they get into during the course of their "reality."

Here's a nice Tweet from Kyle Richards (who I play in our parody of The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills!)

Don't Sleep...

What do you do when you've finished a long day of rehearsal and you have a 4 AM airport call time?
You go to a midnight showing of Twilight Breaking Dawn Part II... Naturally!
It sounded like a great idea. However, making your way through security at an International airport is a lot easier with sleep!
Once again I am reminded that wild adventures (like midnight movies with popcorn and soda) should be left to the experts!
i.e. Teenagers and insomniacs!

Six Word Essay on Working with Dancers

I earn a living inspiring artists.

The End Of An Era!

Death of the Twinkie!
Hostess Inc. - The company that has served America's elementary schoolchildren, Stoners and fatties deliciously artificial sweet snacks for generations, filed Chapter 11 bankruptcy.
Apparently we learn several things;
First, health experts were wrong. These snacks would not survive a nuclear fallout, since they can't even endure a factory strike.
Two, perhaps Unions aren't as effective as they once were.
Three, a losing paying job is better than no job at all. (18,000 people will be jobless.)
Finally, our children's children will never understand the magic of ripping into that plastic wrap to enjoy a FULLY hydrogenated after school treat!
Never fear, obesity will find a way!

Big Day

The work is done-
The foundation is poured.
Now it's in the hands of others.
Trust in my faith that everything manifests as it is supposed to.
Release control and mediate with positive energy.
Today might be the moment my life takes on a new adventure.
I'm surrounded by blessings and brilliant history;
I hope that today is the game changer!

The Christmas Spirit!

I know, I know-
Every year America gets bombarded with Christmas Cheer earlier and earlier!
This year, I actually saw a Christmas commercial BEFORE Halloween...
I guess when you live in a world consumed with Free Enterprise, we're going to be forced into excessive tactics around the holidays.
Like I always say... If you can't beat them, join in on the Merry!
While I hold dear the true meaning of Christmas, and celebrate Jesus, I enjoy the beautiful holiday spirit that is impossible to ignore.
So we decorated our house to welcome the season!

List Obsessed

It's 8 AM and I've already crossed four things off my "To Do" list today!
Granted, writing in my journal, shaving and eating breakfast really don't belong on a list to begin with.
I have a serious addiction. It just feels so wonderful to see things getting crossed off!
It's probably good that I go to yoga every morning...
Not just for my body and health,
But for my mind and spirit too!
I can workout while meditating.
And I actually forget about the list.
Okay- now I've finished my Blog entry for the day... So I can cross that off and get to yoga!

Focus

Remember that you are only as productive as your focus allows you to be.
Clear mind and open heart welcomes new opportunities to imagine.
I am surrounded by creative energy-
Release the challenges and welcome the possibilities!

A Drive Through The Canyon...

Strong breeze whips past,
Sunshine beaming through the deeply rooted trees,
The smell of a morning fire lingers in the crisp, clear air.
Beautiful houses that complement the mountain side...
I love driving through the canyons in the Hollywood Hills.

Still On Cloud Nine...

Delighted at the reaction.
Smile from ear to ear.
Every small victory is a leap in the right direction.
Live in this moment and trust that the future is bright.

Home Run... BRAVO!

I Love A Good Quote!

When life is challenging, frustrating or overwhelming,

I always draw inspiration from people that have been through a similar experience.

I love quotes, because they're simple one persons outlook on a situation that stirred up 

enough emotion to release their fear into a creative expression.

Today I'm in need of a reminder...

"We must be willing to get rid of the life we've planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us."

-Joseph Campbell

Ten years ago I thought I fully understood that sentence. However, today I accept it on a new level!

Aftermath.

The election is over.
Yet the anger and fear continues to grow.
A country divided.
But I have faith that the blind will see.
We're all in search for acceptance and Equality.

Election Day!

I'm so grateful that I'm blessed to live in a country where our voice is heard and everyone is free to vote their heart.
Even if the guy they're voting for is wrong!
I'll still LOVE my friends across the aisle... As much as their candidates loves gay people.
...just kidding.
My love is unconditional!
Now go VOTE!

Tomorrow's The Day

The nation is anxious.
Each of us faces an incredible decision--
Do I vote for Equality?
Or
Do I vote for a man who believes that he will one day have his own planet with many spirit wives?
Is this a trick question?

The Climb

I feel like I've been holding out a Base Camp long enough.
I'm ready for the climb!
I know the trail will be rocky,
But the view from the summit will be worth the work.

Melissa and Marc's Wedding Adventure

After 14 years,
The time has come!
They tied the knot,
And we had FUN!
A lot if laughter,
PLENTY of tears...
The dream was fulfilled after MANY years!

Inspiration

I've noticed that during my darkest hours, just as I begin to really lose hope and faith-
A flicker of light appears.
The most wonderful flicker of inspiration illuminates my soul and reminds me that I am blessed.
I wake up every day, living the life that I've dreamed about since I was a child.
I'm on an adventure and there is no ride that doesn't have a few free falls before another awesome climb!

November... Election Time! ...Thank God!

November is here!
Tis the season...
To get out and vote,
I can't wait until this election is over.
I'm sick of defending my choice for Equality-
Listening to people talk about the economy.
Interesting, the economy didn't seem to bother them when Bush was running the country.
Oh yes, because they were all caught up in going to war!
To protect our OIL... I mean Freedom.
Four more days.
Then on to more enjoyable Fall festivities.

Happy Halloween!

Kids get candy,
Adult drink booze,
Halloween costumes,
Goblins and ghouls.
The time for tricks comes once a year-
Treat yourself to a night of fear!
Happy Halloween!

East Coast Under Water

Winds are strong,
Flooding the entire East Coast-
Six million people without power.
Images on the news are shocking,
It looks like a war zone along the New Jersey shore.
Thankfully, very few causalities.
Sandy proves to be a devastating storm.
Another reminder of Mother Natures power.
I'm sending love, prayers & warm wishes to all my friends and family in the East Coast.

Puppy Break

Jeff and I take the puppies to the park for some playtime!

Wake Up!

Get up lazy!
The sun is out,
The sky is blue,
Sunday's here,
And so are you!
Live.

Missing Gramps!

I can't believe another year has passed.
Has it really been three years?
I miss your laugh, your strength and wisdom.
I miss your catchphrases-
Most of all I miss your hugs.
I miss you grandpa-
But your spirit lives on!

1st Down and Goal

We're so close-
The end zone is steps away.
The work is complete,
The strategy clear.
Now we just have to run full force the last five yards!
Victory is near.

Puppy Cuddle!

Sometimes a good morning puppy cuddle is all you need to get the day started off on the right paw!

My Problems Are Small...

Life can be overwhelming.
Little situations can feel like huge disasters-
But the truth is, these problems are nothing when you take a deep breath, step back and realize just how small we are...

Trust

Gloom and doom is no way to wake.

Today's possibilities are endless!

Releasing the negative energy will allow room for positive action.

Stay focused on the things you can accomplish,

Set aside the problems that seem overwhelming,

And trust that everything will fall into place like it has EVERY time before.

It's cheesy, but true.

Faith always shines through.

Playing The Odds...

Please let it work out in our favor!

Brewery Art Walk LA!

Who says there's no culture in LA?!
This weekend Jeff and I took a trip to downtown Los Angeles to explore the hip, cool vibe of the Brewery Art Walk.
As a Southern California resident for more than half my life... I never knew this place existed. Thanks to a dear friend and artist, Amy Mullin, we were invited to explore a vibrant and passionate scene!
We worked our way through hundreds of lofts and studios, each with a unique approach and design ascetic that matches the artists' who live and create there.
For anyone that appreciates the dedication and creativity of an artist, this should be a mandatory stop on your visit to LA!
Here's a little taste of the monkey business that Amy and Kam have created with photography by Kevin Scanlon.  Click here for more details!

One other artist that really caught my eye was Ryan McIntosh.  I'm a huge fan of pop culture and Ryan proved to have a fun new spin on an old point of view, capturing the current trend of Reality Celebrities...

Among others, he took Tweet's and trash from Kim Kardashian and somehow made it art.

It was an awesome and inspiring day of art in LA!

Rainy Fall Day

Skies are grey,
Misty droplets floating down.
The air has a chill.
The smell of a fire burning.
It's the perfect day to sip hot chocolate
and read a book!
Or, a trip to the Pumpkin Patch sounds fun too...

Splurge...

Because sometimes you just need to shake things up!

Note To Self...

When you're in a bad mood, try not to drive around LA.
It will just piss you off even more!

Unbelievable!

Sitting in a holding room for 3 hours-
This is really a callback?!
Director, "It's not about talent..."
Yes. We've heard that before....
If you're looking for a "very specific type" don't you think you should line us up first?!
No?
You want us all to stay for five hours even though you know we're wrong for the job?
Unbelievable.
I call that a power hungry asshole!

Body Aching!

Stretch and twist,
Balance and breath,
I thought yoga was supposed to keep you
young?!
But today, I feel like I'm eighty years old!
My body is aching!
No rest for the trim and healthy...

One Step Closer...

Today was a good day...

Daily Reminder Number: I Can't Even Remember...

In order to achieve ANY goal I have to implement these three things;

Hard work,

Faith,

Patience.

It doesn't hurt to enjoy the process and live in the moment either~

Stay focused on following my passion and actively enjoying the adventure.

The end goal will be achieved when the perfect opportunity comes along,

So be ready if for it but don't sit around waiting,

Get out there and live!

Saturday Yoga on a Rooftop!

One of the many beautiful things about Los Angeles is the weather...

Take a gorgeous day and combine that with the obvious need to stay healthy and hot in LA and you get Rooftop Yoga!

If you have to workout (and if you live in LA then it is MANDATORY) at least there are distractions~

Like a great view of hot bodies, hills and the ocean!

A Night With The Puppies!

Sometimes you just need a Friday night home with the puppies!

A Healthy Point of View

I was reminded again this week that even in our most overwhelming situations, positive energy creates fresh opportunities.
I've been fortunate (thanks to Groupon) this month to have the privilege to take yoga every day-
Starting every morning with a mind, body and spiritual practice has helped me release the fear and doubt that is lurking behind every corner in life.
It's so easy to get caught up in the negativity that surrounds us.
It takes great effort to choose to be happy and productive.
Especially in Los Angeles!
What I remembered in Yoga is that we manifest energy. We can either focus on sending positive energy into the world or we can contribute to the negative.
I've always been sure of God, and I trust that I have a purpose-
But like all humans, I forget to trust.
In myself. In the Universe. In Gods plan.
Thankfully I've rediscovered a healthy point of view.
I'll enjoy it as long as I remember to.

Every Day Is A Blessing!

I woke up today and my first thought was:
Yes! I'm alive!
(Then)
Oh shit- I'm alive...
Funny.
Every day is a gift.
Even the stressful, overwhelming ones!

Lets Play!

I love the theatre.
Sets, lights, props and actors on an adventure.
Tonight I was invited to see the world premiere of a new play, "Build" at The Geffen Playhouse-
I left feeling inspired and ready to PLAY!

Note To Self...

With gas prices reaching almost five dollars a gallon (again...) it's best to convince yourself to stay at home and play cards!

I Hate The iPad

I know I'm in a small minority-
But I really hate the iPad!
It's like a giant iPhone that can't make phone calls.
The worst is when you're trying to type something and your hand accidentally swipes the wrong button and all of your hard work is gone!
This is the third attempt at my blog entry today,
And thanks to the iPad I'm OVER it!
I'm not going to let it ruin my day though...
I just know not to use the iPad EVER again!
(Unless of course I'm traveling and want to watch a movie!)

I Love A Fall Sunset in LA!

Breathtaking!

Friday Night Break.

Hustle, Hustle, Hustle!
Non-stop work-
Creative energy flowing,
Mind always engaged.
Time to take a moment,
Balance is key.
Friday night is here!
Release and don't feel guilty~

Dream Oriented?!

We're born with a unique gift-

The dream ignites the passion to pursue it.

But a dream without a plan is just a dream.

Setting goals that align with our passion will result in dreams coming true!

Note To Self:

When you eat before yoga-
And try to stay in a headstand for 5 minutes...
The eggs will most likely come back to haunt you!

Cater or Sell a Kidney?

The options are running thin-

This is not an easy path.

Producing quality content that people enjoy watching takes more than passion.

It takes a lot of money!!!

The constant battle to create and still make ends meet.

No matter how long you've been in the business,

days like this SUCK!

Still-

I'd rather be broke and hustling,

Than working sixty hours a week at a miserable, soul sucking job!

Either way I'm going to die one day...

At least I'm having fun on my adventure.

(MOST of the time.)

And look at the bright side, if you can't afford to eat-

Think of how skinny and awesome I'll look on camera!

Ugh, the life of an artist.

SO unglamorous.

I'm ready for my sixteen year investment to pay out!

Otherwise-

I'm selling this kidney.

I don't think I'm using it anyway.

Remember...

It's easy to be grateful and happy when everything in your life is balanced and calm.
But it's more important to be calm and balanced when everything in your life is not.

Public Laughter Is Contagious

My favorite part of a weekend getaway to Palm Springs isn't the nightlife, although the gay disco tech we explored last night was mostly entertaining, in a flashback to "This Is Your Life" circa 1983 sort of way.
My real bliss comes from laying by the pool all day long with a magical book-
This weekend my book of choice is Chelsea Handler's "Chelsea Chelsea Bang Bang."
I CANNOT get enough.
I've always enjoyed Chelsea's irreverent and borderline hateful humor at the expensive of others- but this book is cocktails above her late night talk show chatter.
The book is intelligent, sharp and loaded with dynamite! I am very seriously, laughing out loud.
The best part, I'm doing so surrounded by innocent pool goers, who are doing their best to hide the fact that they're all laughing at me laughing out loud at a book.
I feel like the fat girl at prom- the one who's dancing with the hot boy and all the other kids are laughing out of insane jealousy!
The book is that delicious!
In fact, the mother of two unruly beasts of children came over just to tell me how entertaining my reactions are!
Now that's a golden pool moment!

I'm Growing Tired of...

Uncomfortable situations.
But that's life-
It's always an adventure.

I resent...

That my daily food intake consists of nuts and other bland foods that tastes like "health."
But I do love feeling skinny and healthy!

Feel The Energy Feel The Burn!

If you have to work out-
(And unfortunately I do if I want to stay thin and healthy.)
Yoga is a wonderful option!
A group of like minded people gathered in a focused conscious effort to practice meditation and active stretching.
The energy is overwhelming...
So is the burn!
My mind, body and soul are happy!

Thanks For Moon River!

One of my first big musical theatre jobs was performing with Andy Williams.
Andy was a class act. Cool, confident and one of the most talented performers I've ever met.
Andy passed away today-
He was 84.
He will be missed!
RIP Andy and thanks for Moon River!

Grey Skies Are Going To Clear Up...

It's not very often that the skies are grey in LA-

On days like today, where the marine layer hovers

and the sky is grey-

It's very easy to succumb to a state of depression...

After all we're used to sunshine and happiness in LA.

Even if it is fake!

But never fear, the truly remarkable part of living in this

town is that nothing lasts forever.

Including this groggy Fall day!

So cuddle up with a book and pretend you're at a cabin!

And tomorrow when the sun comes back, you can rejoice 

by hiking Runyon Canyon before your Zen Yoga, Triple Soy 

Latte and power lunch!

Beach Day

Because I
Enjoy
A
Chill day off
Hanging with friends.

Long Day On The Set

Today was a long day!
As most days while shooting are...
But the highlight of my day was the super pimped out hot tub and green screen.
What children's music video is complete without one?!

And Now... An Intervention!

It's not easy to be the (alleged) alcoholic mother of a washed up celebrity...
Just ask Dina Lohan!
Here is A Group Production's latest parody.
Enjoy: Dr. Phil's Interview with Dina Lohan

If You Find Time To Worry About Money...

Then you can find time to get out there and make some!

Practice Zen Thoughts

Breath in through the nose-
Eyes closed.
Peace in the mind,
Love in the heart.
Release negativity.
Practice stillness.
Be comfortable in silence.
Give your soul a hug.
The journey of life starts fresh today!

Note To Self

Let go of the fear. It's not making the situation any better.

Throw In The Towel

Fighting for someone who doesn't want to fight for them-self is exhausting!
So I'm returning the energy to myself.
I can't encourage someone who doesn't want to succeed.

High School All Over Again?!?

Woke up this morning, and there it was...
Stuck between two eyes, centered on nose!
A zit as big as Mt. Everest.
I'm thirty-four years old and I'm still breaking out?!
God I hate puberty.
On the plus side...
Maybe someone will think I'm fifteen!?
Or just a dude with a big pimple.

Sunday Slam Dunk!

Yoga.
Movie.
Fall wardrobe shopping.
Production meeting.
Dinner.
The return of Boardwalk Empire!
It was a perfect Sunday.

Note To Self

After a full week of Yoga-
You deserve the spaghetti bolognese!

YO' Ga...

I'm on a Yoga kick (again)...

Yes it feels good for the mind, body and soul-

Opening my mind.

Getting back in shape.

Attention to my feelings, actions and positive energy!

Don't Worry Be Happy!

I remember the song well...
I used to hear the phrase a lot growing up!  I was a natural worrier.
I've finally accepted the simple fact that being Happy takes effort.
"Happiness" is a concentrated choice to release the;
fear, self-doubt, insecurity, preconceived ideas, hate and negative energy.
Life is truly more enjoyable when I make the choice to
release negative thinking (including what others think or expect of me.)
I don't think it's delusional-
I think it's necessary to thrive in a positive environment!

Back In Action

Creative juices flowing-
Fingers stroking keys;
Ideas just keep rolling.
My mind is back at ease!

Manifest Good

Short tempers.

Soft egos.

Sensitive emotions.

The past week has been especially rough for most of the people I know-

Myself included.

It's almost as if there's something in the air that's keeping everyone on edge.

And today will be especially hard for most Americans as we remember 

fallen heros, lost loved ones, and a shift in how we live as Americans.

I think most of us are struggling to keep faith in something or someone...

Perhaps if we go out of our way to help someone in an unexpected way-

We can manifest a more positive outlook on tomorrow.

Fresh Start!

New day.
New week.
Fresh outlook-
Renewed hope.
Life is short...
LIVE it up!

Are You Ready For Some Football?!

No!
But I do love football season-
Primarily because I love football parties.
Watching straight men get excited to see grown men in tight uniforms
tackling each other fighting for a ball!
Plus there's a lot of delicious food...
Happy Sunday!

Life's A Beach...

When you're suffering from a long work week and you feel like throwing in the towel...
Grab your sunscreen, jump into your swimsuit and toss the towel around your neck!
It's time for a beach retreat!
Sun, sand, surf and sexy people in no clothes everywhere!
It's the perfect way to release the shitty week!

You Know You're Italian...

When you commit to cooking a homemade spaghetti dinner for twenty-five people to serve at your dear friends birthday party!
Mama Mia!!! What did I get myself into?

Gentle Reminder...

Life is much easier if you want less and appreciate more.

Articulate. Communicate. ...ah Fuck It!

No matter how hard I attempt to articulate my;
needs, expectations, concerns, feelings, emotions, questions, etc. etc. etc...
Not every conversation ends with a smile.
It's inevitable in life that there will be moments where even the
most innocent misunderstanding turns into an all out WAR!
I hate getting involved in a heated debate, argument or yelling match with anyone-
Especially somebody I love.
Nevertheless, it's impossible to avoid altercations all together.
Not every battle can be fought and won in the moment.
Like my grandma always says, "Time heals all wounds."
Usually that is the case...
I'm having a tough time moving past my disappointment today!
I suppose not every day can be full of joy.
In those moments, I'm really FORCING myself to learn how
to walk away and say Fuck It!
Tomorrow I'll attempt to communicate without the needless defense.

Goodbye Summer. Hello Fall.

It's official.
Fall is here and Summer is gone.
So throw on a few layers and grab your Starbucks Pumpkin Spice Latté-
It's time to things done.
The week after Labor Day is always a rude awaking for me.  It's a short week to begin, and in those four days there is so much to get accomplished.
The challenge for me is to refocus on the goals that I set at the beginning of the year...
The way I see it, a September reboot is a must.
Kids return to school. We get a new Fall TV line up. Monday Night Football returns.
So naturally, I want a  fresh outlook on my 2012 goals!
Mainly, I want to accomplish them.
So with four full months ahead, it's time to kick it into high gear.
I had some fun in the sun this summer-
But now it's time to get back to WORK!!!

An Inspirational Video for Dancers!

Tracie Stanfield has been one of my closest friends and colleagues for over a decade.

Tracie was one of the first people I met when I moved to New York City-

We had an instant connection.

While building our friendship, I worked with Tracie in many capacities;

I danced in her company, taught class for her at Broadway Dance Center, worked as a rehearsal director for her company Synthesis Dance Project and every summer I teach in her summer intensive in NYC.

Beyond that, Tracie is my loyal and loving friend.

Talented, brilliant and full of passion...

Her work as a choreographer, dancer and educator is brilliant.

This video was shot by Russian Filmmaker Olga Pnkratova.

Sunday Ritual

Faith.
Coffee.
Beach.
BBQ.

The Difference in a Decade...

When you're twenty-something...
You start getting ready around 11:45 PM.
You drink too much, hop from club to house party to after-party
and roll into a Diner at 5 AM.
When you're thirty-something...
You get home by 11:45 PM.
You drink a bottle of water, hop from the couch to the bed and
roll into a Starbucks at 7 AM.
Age Changes Things!

One Sided...

When I call you and you don't pick up the phone-
It's annoying.
When I send you an email and you don't respond-
That's hurtful.
When you ask me for help and I help, but don't return the favor-
That's disrespectful.
When I communicate to you that our relationship feels
one sided and all you do is talk about what you need-
That's the end.
I have no place for one sided relationships in my life.

The Cure For A Long Day...

When you're up too early,
And have a full day of;
Work, meetings, projects and a celebratory dinner party...
Drink more coffee!
And remember to smile a lot!
...wish me luck!

Note To Self...

When drinking all night long on an empty stomach-

Don't be surprised when you wake up the next afternoon and feel like dying!

Proud Of My Dad!

I love my dad.
I'm guilty of not calling him enough...
But when we catch up on the phone, I'm always happy afterwards.
We just talked this morning because he had some cool news to
share with me-
My dad runs a plumbing, heating and engineering company in
Southern Colorado.
He just found out today that he was appointed to the
State of Colorado Examining Board of Plumbers by the Governor of Colorado!
An especially cool accomplishment considering my dad's a Republican
(gross I know....) and the Governor of Colorado is a Democrat!
That means my dad is exceptional at what he does.
Of course I realized that when I was a kid...
My dad gave up so many of his dreams to make sure that my
sister and I could follow ours...
So I'm pleased that my dad is rewarded for his years of hard work!
Congratulations dad!
I love you.

FoodFest!

It's remarkable how fast you can gain five pounds!
In just one tiny little weekend...
It doesn't happen over night, but it sure feels that way.
You start off small;
Just a brunch with friends, maybe a "lite" lunch...
By dinner- you're ready for a full feast.
You wake up the next day and you still look and feel great-
So naturally you repeat the same behavior.
The only trouble is when you wake up the third day...
The scale has FOUND the extra treats.
You turn around, and YEP!
...There they are, magically attached to your "love handles"
and ass!
Time to get back on track!
God portion control is so annoying!!!
BUT IT WORKS.

I've Got The Spirit!

I woke up today feeling slightly deflated-

The past two weeks I've been allowing the negative energy 

to slowly trickle back into my day to day;

I know that life is full of ups and downs,

More important, I remember that I have the choice;

I can give into the fear and doubt,

Or I can choose to release the negative energy and

make room for the light. 

Pure positive energy and action.

I went to church this morning, and I was uplifted by

an energetic priest visiting from India.

He reminded me that life is full of opportunity, love

and if I allow it- the spirit of God.

The priests words filled my mind, heart and soul.

I am blessed with; my health, partner, family, friends, puppies,

a beautiful home, and the ability to wake up every shingle day and

pursue what I love!

I live my passion.

My adventure has purpose-

I choose to release the dark and let my spirit shine.

Going To The Getty

The perfect Saturday afternoon-
Wine on the terrace,
Walk through the Herb Ritts collection of photos,
Beer on the veranda,
Walk through the beautifully manicured garden.
European tourists everywhere!
Delicious people watching...
The perfect museum getaway.

An Observation...

I get extremely cranky when I have to sit in my house
and wait for a repair guy to show up!

In fact, I rage.

Especially if they've quoted a two hour "window"
of which they're two hours late!

That's all.

This Too Shall Pass... And other positive sayings...

I've made it through the better part of my life repeating mantras-

I have a quote, saying or state of mind for every situation.

Nevertheless, there are always those days when nothing seems to work...

It's in those moments when I really have to close my eyes, 

Take a deep breath in,

And release all the bullshit!

Life is too short to be caught up in things that won't matter in two weeks.

Every challenge, setback, fear or problem has always been resolved.

That resolution comes no matter how much I worry or dread it.

In fact, the sooner I release the shitty, negative, nasty feelings and focus on

positive action-

The faster my "issue" becomes a non-issue!

LIFE IS TOO SHORT!

Waiting For A Page To Load...

It's funny-

The more advanced technology gets,

The longer we have to wait for it!

Why does it take 4 minutes to load a webpage?

It didn't take that long back in 1996 when I had AOL dial-up!

Flash, Java, Beta, Algorithms...

I don't know what the deal is?!

I just know I have the most expensive High Speed Cable modem:

I want to turn on my computer, click on my Bookmark Bar

and log into my bank account!

Facebook has been especially poor loading.  

Too many people? or Too little attention to maintenance now that the site 

has gone public?

Who cares!

Just don't even think for one minute that I'm going to let some

IT guy talk me into adding "Flash" to my website!

I want a website that people can actually use!

Ugh!

Finally, the page I've been waiting for finished loading-

I better click on it before it times out!

The Plumber Poem

Crack,  Drip, Spray-
LEAK.
Crack, Drip, Spray-
LEAK
Our busted pipes are totally weak!
The plumber came and cracked our tile,
Plus we need a new kitchen sink!

Project Runway Parody!

I'm pleased to present the latest parody from A Group Production!
Fashion and comedy collide in our campy couture parody of Project Runway.
We were lucky to get an allstar cast including;
The brilliant Liam Kyle Sullivan from VH1's I Hate My 30's
and as Kelly in the YouTube sensation "Shoes!"
From Reno 911 the marvelous Kristina Hayes,
from Last Comic Standing, the hilarious Amy Claire and of course all of the
usuals are here too!

We hope our parody will leave you in stitches!

Little Black Bags

Little Black Bags,

Under my eyes-

Why they are there is no surprise.

Working all day,

Party all night;

I spend my Sunday looking like a FRIGHT!

This Is Happening In My Backyard...

The work is done...
No looking back-
Just time to rock out and dance at the little party going on in my backyard!

Pre-production work done...

Dance

Chill out.

The Sunset Strip Music Festival 2012!

Work Hard... Rock Hard! 2012 SSMF

The 2012 Sunset Strip Music Festival is this weekend!

I'm lucky enough to be a part of the team that produces 

three killer days of rock and roll on The Sunset Strip.

Of course, producing a festival of this magnitued takes a lot

of work~

But the perks make it all worth while!

Last night at the end of the day, I got to spend an hour dancing and

raging at The House of Blues VIP Kick-off celebrating the music and legacy

of The Doors, and Ray Manzarek (keyboards) and Robby Krieger (guitar) 

from The Doors took the stage!

Another fun highlight of the evening for me was hanging out with 

Pamela Bach-Hasselhoff (former Baywatch Star and Ex-wife of 

"The Hoff." She was off the charts hilarious.

It's all in a days work!

A Meeting of the Minds!

Last night I hosted an evening of creativity, laughter and networking for
my manager and her clients.
It's cliché to say, but the only true ingredient to success in any industry is
the people you're connected to!
I'm honored to be among a small, elite group of talented artist all guided
by our wonderful; manager, colleague and friend, Michelle Zeitlin.
It was encouraging to be in a room full of artist that write, act, sing, dance and produce-
all of them ready to collaborate on new projects and continue building bonds.

Michelle Zeitlin w/ clients Matthew Shaffer, Jeff Payton & Adam Bay (L to R)

Neat Freak...

I'm a neat freak.
But I'm not a clean freak.
The difference?
Everything I own is organized, stored or displayed beautifully-
But covered in dust!
I realized this fact this morning while I was cleaning for a party.
I'm not as OCD about being clean as I am about almost everything else!
PLEASE don't miss understand, I do not live in filth!
I vacuum, dust and throw away my garbage on a regular basis.
However, I'm not as detail oriented when it comes to spotless windows,
floors or tchotchke's!
I guess it's okay to be a little relaxed from time to time.
Just make sure you don't look to closely at my mirrors or windows
the next time you're invited to my home!

Late to Bed, Early To Rise... It's a Producers Life

Waking up at 6 AM is not necessarily my favorite thing in the world to do-

However, if I plan to accomplish any of the goals I've set for myself

this week, I have no choice but to wake up when the sun begins to rise.

Don't get me wrong, waking up early has its advantages...

I get first pick of the pastries at Starbucks.

More importantly, I'm able to get twice as much accomplished.

I guess it's all part of the territory when you tackle shooting a parody for

our production company while helping to produce an event for the Sunset Strip!

No one said being a producer was going to be easy.

And it's certainly not my idea of fun;

But I'm sure I'll be proud of the work, 

once it's over and I'm watching the footage!

Food Wars!

My puppies will only eat their own food if they know the other one wants it!

Feeding time becomes a battle of the divas...

Ginger, my Yorkshire Terrier is half the size of Lily, my Shih Tzu- 

Yet Ginger is the first to pounce.

Ginger will wait until Lily is inches away from her food dish, and 

then Ginger will swoop in and start eating Lily's food!

Naturally, this starts a furball-tornado that last until they've both 

run back and forth between their food bowls whirling food around our house!

I guess some dogs have to work up an appetite in order to eat their kibble!

But if I step on another piece of faux steak bits, I'm going to 

Sneak Peak

Yesterday we shot our biggest parody yet!
It was a jam-packed day of gut-wrenching laughter!
We're so lucky to know so many talented performers...
Here's a sneak peak from A Group Productions latest parody!
Project Runway...

Production Day!

I love a production day!
Sure there's the stress of making sure lights and sound are perfect,
the sets are dressed, the costumes are clean, the craft service station is ready,
the shot list is in order, the parking permits are ready....
Then you have to wrangle the cables, wrangle the actors, and try NOT to wrangle anyone's neck!
But then-
There's the joy of creating a fun new project with our talented friends.
The laughter, the conversations between takes, the magic of when a scene comes
together-
It's an overwhelming and long day;
I wouldn't dream of doing anything else with my life!

Simply The Best...

Fresh baguette toasted and slathered in salted butter and strawberry jam!

It's usually the simple things in life that make us smile with delight-

Breakfast was delicious.

It's going to be a good day...

The Back to School Blues...

Remember back when you were a kid on summer vacation?
The joy of unlimited adventures in the sun, pool, arcade, movie theatre, amusement parks...
The list is endless!
Then August 1st would come...
"Dooms Day"- the countdown for back to school!
As a kid, August felt like the final stand.
You had to try and squeeze in more fun before you
got stuck in a class room learning again.
Funny, not much changes as an adult.
August still feels like that month that got away-
So many plans for BBQ's, camping trips, days at the beach...
But so little time.
August is like the final hours on a Sunday:
You know you have the time off, but it feels like torture because you realize that it's only
a matter of time before you're back to the grind!
Ugh!
I guess we just have to make the best of the final days of summer sun...
Now if you'll excuse me, I've got a water park to hit!

Six Work Essay on Hiking...

Uphill sucks, but helps the butt!

Pep Talk...

Come on Matthew, you can make it!
Release your fear and just go fake it-
Don't give in to worry and doubt,
Trust your instinct and knock it out!
[Repeat three times and then release your troubles.]
*Remember:
Positive thoughts and action lead to success!

Release and Move Forward!

Woke up with a lot on my mind-

I have two options:

Give into the negative thoughts and see how that plays out...

or

Release the emotions, focus on where they came from and take positive action to satisfy the fear.

Life is only as difficult as we allow it to be.

I choose not to start a fresh new week during the beginning of August off on the wrong foot!

Now if you'll excuse me...

I'm off to meditate and reemerge a happier me!

Photo Bombing...

Remember photo bombing before the digital era?!
You'd set up that perfect shot;
Careful to make sure every hair was in place,
Nothing in your teeth,
And everyone was standing in a pose that best suited their body type-
The photo is snapped...
There days later, upon picking up the developed pictures from the drugstore-
And there it is: That perfect picture with some random assholes head in the background!
...their idea of a fun memory!
Now, in tbd digital age we can laugh about these things the instant we see them and reshoot!
Still, sometimes a photo bombing asshole is pretty hilarious!
Happy Birthday and surprise!

Livin' Like a Rockstar!

I imagine everyone dreams of being a Rockstar at some point in their lives...

Then reality sets in.

Life on the road,

Sex, drugs, and no sleep!

Sure you get the screaming fans and the unlimited line of people dying to sleep with you...

But you probably only shower twice a week!

Gross.

That's why I'm happy with the lifestyle I live...

My job description changes as fast as Joan Rivers face!

Last night I was excited to be at an event to jump start the 2012 Sunset Strip Music Festival at the 

GuitarTown Launch!

Rock and Roll!  

...and a couple Jack & Cokes!

A Personal Quote on How I Strive To Live My Life~

"Trust your instinct.
Act as if today were your last day on earth.
Apologize when you get it wrong." 
                                                 -Matthew Shaffer